u/Weekly_Leadership101

I posted here before and I really like this subreddit! It’s small but gains a lot of traction, so I just wanted to post here again for some thoughts and maybe a little bit of an opinion.

I would say I’m into almost everything, and I don’t have a limit at all, from my previous post you can see what I’m into but other than that, I’m actually very open to almost everything. But that’s beside the point. I feel really embarrassed, a bit guilty, and sorta ashamed at this kink I’ve been interested for a long time now. I’m really into misogyny and the acts within it. And as a woman, I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t like the idea of thinking men are superior to women. But I love the idea of a man who knows he owns me and knows he’s superior compared to me while he has his boot pressing my head down against the ground with all his pressure to make it known I’m his while he bullies and degrades me for being the gender I’m cursed with. Pushing these sexist ideologies and beliefs onto me, knowing I can’t do anything about it.

But I feel so ashamed and JUST WEIRD for liking this. I would like some opinions or maybe some reassurance, I don’t know. 💔 I’m even embarrassed just to post this…

I quite literally have nobody to yap about my fantasies. One of my friends only found out surface level of one of them and immediately found me a genuine weirdo. I am 18, so just wanted to put that out there in case!!!

I would do anything for the perfect, apathetic man to come into my life and treat me like absolute trash. I would want him to treat me like a slave or pet rather than a partner. Something less than him. It turns me so much just thinking about how simple, small mistakes I make could be punishable by slapping me across the face or punching me in the stomach, kick me down onto the ground and stomp on me yelling continuous insults. But I don’t want him to make me feel bad for me at all, maybe a little grossed out by me with my sick fantasies. I’d love to be publicly humiliated whether it’s him purposefully spilling a drink on me or carelessly pushing me onto the ground for me to chase after him after he walks away from me.

If he was really angry and wanted to put it out on something, I would willingly volunteer to become his punching bag just for everybody to know I’m all his and claimed by him from his all bruises and his initials that are forcefully carved onto me from him. I’d be all for him, just for him and he could replace me anytime he wanted to but at the end I’d just be there for him!!!

ty for reading, I needed a breather :)