Bad 7oh habit, Turned to MGM
Okay so I've been doing over 500mg a day of 7oh for several months now. I quit awhile back using just subs but this time I added pseudo to the mix and it's been a bit more difficult so I started taking about 150mg of 7oh alongside 20mg of mgm15... I've been able to go longer without re dosing and I'm not getting high off the added mgm. I'm basically just baseline but I'm concerned about a few things;
A. Am I really even using less and tapering at all? If I am how do I keep doing this and keep dropping?
B. Am I going to end up dependent on mgm and end up stuck on it when it's time to try to make the full jump or will it just be remnants of 7oh withdrawal?
I just want to be done with Kratom alkaloids once and for all. I'm spending so much money just to feel normal on 7oh now that it makes me absolutely sick to look at anymore.. I honestly have no cravings or desire to get high on the mgm at all at this point but even if I never go up on the mgm am I about to make things worse?? (second day doing this so far. Have taken about 80mg of mgm total so far)