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Day 3 “sober” . Got my hands on 4 oxy 10s and I’m not too sure what to do with them

I took some of your guys’ advice and got me some subs. I couldn’t get it from a clinic yet because I don’t have insurance rn, but I was able to get my hands on some. Did the rest of my stash last night so now I’m on subs and I feel fine so far. I will be applying for insurance so maybe I can get em from the clinic but so far it’s just me.

Do I need assistance or do you think I can get sober on my own?

Typing this while I’m driving so forgive me.
Ever since high school I’ve been doing oxy on and off. I’ve never had a problem at least I don’t think but recently they’ve been getting harder and harder to find. I really don’t want to go any harder than oxy so I think I need help. Especially because I have a son now and have to provide. Only thing is I don’t know where to start. I only think it’s not a big problem because I didn’t push away family and frankly I don’t think anyone even noticed. Not even my gf knows when I do it and I think it’s cause I act so normal when I do it cause I’ve been doing it for so long. I’ve tried to stay sober a year ago but i had bad withdrawals for a whole week. Anyway I’m trying to find a way to get sober with out having to go to rehab and letting my family know I’ve been doing drugs the whole time, I just don’t want them to be disappointed. I also can’t just go thru the withdrawals for a whole week because I need this job.