u/Western_North_8022

previous posts about this same guy: https://www.reddit.com/r/Gaytguyhornyjail/s/vsKHa4q5GP

I got to see him again a 3rd time last night and I am absolutely obsessed with how he fucks me. Each time I see him I cannot get him out of my head for weeks after. He pounds me so hard, so deep, and so much. Crazy stamina. With other guys I'm always trying to get them to go multiple rounds because I'm still horny when they've cum, but with this guy I feel like we're actually matched up in terms of stamina. I haven't timed it but each time I've been with him, the actual fucking part feels like it's gone on for like an hour. It feels like he's trying to use me in every position he can think of. This time there was a new one for me, he fucked me doggy style with my torso on the bed and my legs off it.

This was the first time I gave him a blowjob too, and he said it was some of the best head he's ever gotten, he was really surprised how long I was able to keep sucking him. I didn't make him cum when I first sucked his cock, I got him close but he wanted to fuck me. But since I was spending the night, I had another opportunity. We were cuddling in the morning and I reached around to feel his bulge, and pretty quickly I was in my preferred dick-sucking position: laying on my torso between his legs. I did the same things I had done while sucking his cock the night before, listened to how he told me to use my hand, and of course made him cum this time. When he asked me if I wanted him to cum in my mouth or on his chest I just kept sucking and let that make it clear what my answer was. Then after he came he asked if I wanted a towel to spit it out on and I had already swallowed. He was Very impressed by me, said it's really difficult for him to cum from head, but that I did everything perfectly :).

I (19m) have a very hard time cumming when I'm with someone else, even though I can get myself there when I'm alone alright. As far as I can tell it's a combination of death grip syndrome and performance anxiety because I'm someone who is verrryyyy in my own head about everything. I've been having grindr hookups for about a year now and up until now no one has made me cum, and anytime they tried I preferred to shift the focus away from myself onto them because I just didn't like the pressure of feeling like I would disappoint them if I didn't. I got really really close when someone gave me head for a long time once but that was about it, and I still couldn't manage to cum that time. I'm telling you, it was a goddamn achievement the two times I even managed to make myself cum while I was with someone else. This hasn't been much of an "issue" in my view because I honestly really enjoy feeling like someone else is using my body. I'm very submissive and I get plenty of satisfaction from serving someone else well (as long as they give me enough praise) and the feeling of a good dick in my ass. Having said that, I wanted to really try to cum next time I see one of my fwb so I stopped jerking off to completion a couple days ago in preparation. And welp, a side effect of that was extra horniness so I ended up on grindr a couple days before my planned visit to that fwb.

Last night on grindr I ended up finding a really sexy couple (37m and 41m). We played for a while, they both fucked me and came inside me but we were getting along well so I stuck around until I got them horny again. One thing led to another and after a loongggg blowjob I actually came! I felt like I was right on the edge foreverrr and I thought he would give up eventually but his husband kept encouraging him to keep going while kissing me and holding me tight. He gave absolutely amazing head of course, I was really just surprised he was able to keep at it for so long. They both found me super hot as well, said I'd be popular if I ever go to the nearest gay bathhouse, and they told me I'd be welcome over anytime in the future.