Exploring sexually, slowly
I am 18 year old virgin female, and I finally got the opportunity to explore myself sexually. It kinda scares me a lot but this has been occupying my mind a lot lately. To take some steam off, i sometimes started to flash myself to strangers. Get into situations where a complete stranger(s) gets to take a look at me. I get excited getting those stares or gettting them excited and then later think about it in the shower or bed alone and get off to it.
I used to do it in public places but some people suggested me that I would get in trouble. I found a nude beach where i get more freedom and no judgements. I tried it for the first time and it was the most exhilirating experience ever. When i first turned uo there, i was fully clothed and really wanted to leave. I have read about how people are nice in these places(minus the creeps). I was standing up there
I was standing up there, feeling a bit out of place in my clothes, when I met some strangers who had actually seen my post online and tried to track me down just to say hi. Honestly, that small gesture instantly made me feel so much more comfortable.
After a few hours of hanging out, I ended up making even more friends, and we all started walking around together. It was wild because everyone around me was completely naked except for me. But as the day went on, I slowly felt the cheer and peer pressure building up in a fun way, and I decided to finally show myself off by taking off all my clothes.
It felt amazing, so freeing. I got a bunch of compliments, and I realized I actually really liked the attention. At one point, I started talking to this one woman who had nipple and VCH piercings. I was super curious about them and even started thinking about getting some myself someday. It got pretty funny because she wanted to see me up close to check if I had the right anatomy for a VCH piercing, too. I kinda found that sexually arounsing because i have never seen anyone's pussy upclose or had anyone see mine.
As I walked around taking it all in, I noticed some people masturbating out in the open, and even caught a couple of people sneaking off to have sex. Surprisingly, seeing that didn't shock me. it was actually a huge turn-on.
Even though I'm still too nervous to try anything physical myself yet, being there twice now has opened my eyes. I'm actually planning to go again today. I don't think I'm ready to sexually engage with anyone just yet, but exhibitionism and watching others do sexual stuff is definitely a major thrill for me. It’s really helping me take those next steps in exploring myself, and who knows. maybe one day I'll finally lose my virginity and try out everything I've been fantasizing about.