I finally gave it a try
This story is from a few years back but finally wanted to share it with others.
Growing up i was the typical "straight" kid, had girlfriends all that kind of stuff until one day discovering gay porn and such it began my gay awakening. At first I never wanted to except the possibility of being gay/bi due to the environment I lived in but I would still almost every day without failure masterbate to gay porn.
After highschool I broke up with my at the time girlfriend and had felt down so for some reason I felt the urge to try gay dating apps and google resulted grindr. I downloaded it, made an account and within a few minutes a guy a few years older then me messeged (maybe 5 years older I honestly can't remember). We chatted for a bit and after a while I worked up the courage to drive across town to his place. I got there and he texted me that he was at the door and to just come up and say hi. I was very nervous as I walked up to the door of course, not only because I was possibly about to have my first gay experience but also the whole stranger danger thing.
I opened the door and straight away he gave me a big hug and I felt so safe and comfortable. He asked if I wanted to kiss him and I said sure. Now he was a little shorter then me and had a full beard and straight away it felt like such a foreign experience, he was a very good kisser and I melted into his lips. We kissed and he held my hips and guided me to his room, he closed the door behind us and we stood there and continued kissing.
I could feel myself getting very erect in my pants and I reached down to feel him and that's when I realised this whole time he had no pants on and I had just grabbed his hard cock. It honestly took my by surprise and I stopped there and held it for a second. He then lightly grabbed my wrist and started to motion me into stroking him and which I continued. He sat down on the bed and I got to my knees next to the bed and kept stroking him, my eyes looking between his face, body and his cock. As I stroked he asked me to get naked, which I did and he commented on how nice my cock looked and that I was already dripping pre cum.
This is the moment I will never forget, I lent forward (and of course having absolutely no experience) proceeded to put his entire cock straight into my mouth, making my eyes water instantly and gag. I took a second to catch my breath and then started to slowly bob on this nob and then work my way until I was putting his whole cock in and out of his mouth. After a little bit of that he told me to lay on his bed on my back and lean my head over the edge so he could throat fuck me. He grabbed the side of my head and started off with slow thrusts and then asked if I was okay, I gave him a thumbs up and he started to go faster and faster. I could feel his balls slapping on my face and his cock filling my throat. After some time and alot of moaning and drool he said he was about to cum and he wanted to finish in mouth, I gave him a thumbs up and he proceeded to go very hard and fast. As he let out a big moan his pushed deep into my mouth and I could feel his warm cum at the back of my throat. I sucked hard as he pulled out to get as much cum as I could and then swallowed hard. After that he told me to sit on the edge of the bed so he could pleasure me.
All this part is a blur as the pleasure seemed to turn my brain off but I can remember him sucking and drooling all over my cock then using his drool as a lubricant to 2 hand jerk me off. After what could have been 30 minutes or 30 seconds I felt the strongest orgasm ever of my life still to this day and I fell back onto the bed as I shot my load all over myself and let out a massive moan. Afterwards we laid in bed and we kissed, talked and cuddled. We had a shower and we went out separate ways.
To this day I still touch myself to the thought of this life changing experience.
Thankyou for taking the time to read my story and I'm happy to answer any questions if there is any