So I’ve had two nights now of the most terrible shit. Last night was by far the worst. I had nothing I had no buzzers I had no mit I had nothing along the lines of kratom
I had men induced 1 mg of sub split into over the course of four hours. I also took some gabapentin clonidine had a .5 of a col. And I still fled and flopped, and did the weirdest shit. Don’t even remember it was like a blacked out. Today I felt normal I could move and walk and talk and I don’t know man, but I can’t ever go through this again and what I’m going through now physically wasn’t the worst and mentally I don’t want this shit.