u/Wrong-Confusion1201

To put some context :

My gf and I have been together for 5 years, everything is going well. Our sexlife is great, we're still very attracted by each other.

There was a time in our relationship when we agreed that she could see and talk to other guy. Which she did, she even had sex with one of them.

I enjoyed it a lot, knowing someone was doing her turned me on a lot, even when she was sexting with guys I was very very excited.

After a while she told me she didn't want to keep doing it. And I understood and told her that if that is what she want then I'm absolutely fine with it.

Now after a year, I feel like I would love that she start again. I even look at her phone and old conversations just to get turned on. I told her about all of this and she answered that she is not into that mood anymore .

Any advices on how I can handle the situation ? I'd love to be cucked again but I also want her to be happy. Are there other cucks or wifes in this situation here ?

We F and F (I enjoy acting as a woman) both in a relationship meet for the first time on the doorstep.

We complain about our boyfriends and promised each other to have a drink sometime later that week.

What was just a friendly meeting turns into a discover of new pleasures and desires.

I want it to be vanilla, we take our time, maybe one first drink then another meetup a few days/weeks later until finally the desire is too strong.

Our friendship becomes a cheating relation with passion and secrets.

Both of us are prude and shy, almost married. Nothing in our life was leading us into that direction.

I hope to find a long therm partner, polite and not only interested in jerking off. I'm from France and I would happily meet new people around the world.

If you think you could enjoy the plot, please send me a message.