Hello there!
I'm a 27F autistic demisexual who only feels turned on and horny when attached to/romantically involved with someone else. This includes fictional characters. I also enjoy writing about sexual things, so I hope that someone else can read and enjoy this post, too. Even though I am technically on the asexual spectrum, I get so intensely horny when I do get attached that I can masturbate, edge and cum over and over for hours on end. The only way I can cum is by rubbing my clit, so it always gets extra special attention.
When I grow attached to a character, I masturbate to them constantly. Watching the media they appear in turns me on, looking up rule34 and cosplay content of them turns me on, even thinking about them or seeing their face on merch makes me wet. I seek out all kinds of NSFW fanfiction and masturbate to that, too.
I've been attracted to characters like Luke Skywalker and Boba Fett from Star Wars, Anduin Wrynn from Warcraft, Captain America from the MCU, Faramir from Lord of the Rings, Daemon Targaryen, and Rhaenyra Targaryen from House of the Dragon, Shanks from One Piece, and Wyll from Baldur's Gate 3. There's many more, but these are my absolute favorites.
When I grow attached to a real person, all attraction and horniness redirects to them. It becomes an obsession. Even a simple selfie would send me into a spiral. I was with my fiance for 7 years and was entirely obsessed with him sexually - there wasn't a day that went by when I wasn't attached to or masturbating to his cock in some way for at least two hours every day, often more. I collected his masturbation videos and his dick pics. He is the only person I have ever slept with in my life, the only person I gave up looking at cosplays, porn, R34, and fanfiction for. My obsession with porn and fictional characters completely melted away. That was until he left me late last year.
There was a long period when I felt like my sexuality had completely fallen away. I didn't masturbate, I didn't seek out porn, art, or fanfiction, and my interest completely faded away.
It wasn't until a few days ago when I finally decided to watch A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms that things suddenly changed. From the first moment I saw Daeron Targaryen, something snapped back into place for me. Daeron was so handsome, and I related to him and his struggles with addiction and nightmares so much that I developed an extremely intense attraction to him. That character is on my mind and in my imagination constantly, and I love how it makes my chest twinge and my stomach fill with butterflies. The feelings then go straight to my clit and it's hard to resist stopping whatever I'm doing to go read and rub my clit.
Daeron barely has any screen time in the show, but there's an endless amount of edits and thirst traps of him on TikTok, and my algorithm keeps showing them to me. It's only hit me just now that I haven't had sex in over half a year, and I don't care at all because I'm completely satisfied with the content I have of all the characters I love.
I'm so turned on that I feel like I'm going crazy. It's almost like putting both feet on the gas and propelling my libido even higher than it had been since even before my engagement imploded. I've read every single NSFW fanfiction I could find involving Daeron, and now I'm writing my own just so I can masturbate to it. I've only written one sex scene so far but I've cum so many times while writing and re reading it that I've lost count. It feels so good to feel my clit get hard and ask for me to rub it again, I had forgotten how much I love it.
If anyone wants to share any specific fictional characters they love masturbating to, I'd really love to read about it!
Edits made are to correct grammar.