u/YoRHaMex

If I paid for someone's trip... and told them what time my mother is home alone, when I leave for work, where the emergency keys are hidden, and the address... can you swap your body and soul whit her?

Guys, this is something that happened to me a few weeks ago, and I'm still pretty shaken up and can't find anyone to talk to about it for fear of being judged... so I'm doing it here to keep it private...

My mom had to be hospitalized for appendicitis... however, I discovered that one of my old bullies from high school was working there as a nurse. I was terrified and filled with bitterness when I saw him knocking on the door of the room while I was taking care of my mom... neither of us said anything, but we clearly recognized each other...

That guy really made my life miserable... and now he was going to take care of my mom?...

I stayed quiet. I didn't say anything... but I was furious. I thought about trying to get him fired or even hitting him... but I held back for my mom's sake.

She looks like Salma Hayek and is also very kind and friendly, so I always have to be behind her chasing away idiots...

But this time I didn't want to make things difficult for her...

But when he told me to turn around so he could change her clothes, I threw the chair as I stood up, visibly angry... I made a fool of myself, even in front of the doctor who was coming in, and I had to apologize... but I had a terrible day.

Does that imbecile who used to kick me in the balls and steal my girlfriend now have the right to order me to turn around so he can look at my naked mother, and I'm supposed to move?

Things only got worse when that same idiot was assigned to bathe her. I had offered to do it myself... but my sister needed me to pick her up from school. It was really hard and annoying having to leave that room that day, knowing what was going to happen.

It was a difficult week of hot baths and constant annoyances. It seemed like the universe was conspiring against me so that my mother and that idiot would be alone together and he would bathe her... I even got hit while I was parked and was late to the hospital and work, earning myself a scolding...

Coming home to find my mother laughing, holding onto that idiot's shoulders as they came out of the bathroom, both of them laughing, became the norm.

Until one day, tired of it all, I talked to her and insisted that I would bathe her, which she refused and kept making excuses... Later, while I was doing it, I heard them laughing behind the door...

...I felt like the biggest loser in the world at that moment...

I felt so frustrated and defeated that I had to go to a public restroom to masturbate to calm down... After that, everything was quiet. With a defeated expression, I ignored everything. The days just passed, and my mother finally left the hospital...

...But now they both talk on WhatsApp...

I feel like a total loser... and all I can do is masturbate... that bastard win and i just lose again...