u/YoungAndAddicted
Chastity and anal turned me into who I am today (my story) π
Why does it feel so right to me? Was it always my destiny? π€π
Thought taking estrogen would save me. I'm back...
I was fully addicted to BNWO, letting it turn my brain into a mush, guiding my decisions and pushing me deeper and deeper down the feminization rabbit hole.
At some point, I knew I couldn't resist taking hormones anymore. I needed to turn my body into what those girls in the videos had.
But one side effect I didn't predict was my libido taking a dive down the cliff. My testosterone got fully suppressed, while estrogen still being kinda low. It put my sex hormones in a sort of menopausal state.
It 'helped' me with my BNWO addiction. I was able to think clearly and explore my romantic side more easily.
It lasted for 2 years, and I thought I was 'free'.
Then, I switched to estrogen injections, finally fixing my levels. My libido, almost as high as before. My brain, like a sleeper agent, immediately reverted to old patterns.
I am now feminized, smooth, my titties growing and I watch BNWO edits with my clitty in a tiny, pink chastity cage.
I can feel the same force growing in the back of my brain. The force that puts a horny fog over my mind and pushes me deeper, and deeper. Make me wanna get more girly, buy new clothes, look and act like a slut so I can be a proper product of the BNWO.
I really need someone here to tell me how to quit!!! (secretely I want to hear that I can't π)
Love yall,
Sofia π€