u/Your-Custom-Bimbo

Hi all!!! I, like, hope that you're doing super great 🤗💕

This is generally a sequal post to my last Bambifesto post from last year: https://www.reddit.com/r/BambiSleep/s/KaP0k88FYo. Def read it if you haven't already for context!

I have had, like, a loooot of people reach out to me to do a follow-up to my original Bambifesto post. Up until now, I haven't really seen, like, a super good reason to do one, because I haven't really had anything new to add.

But things have changed recently, and as of now I do have new things to say! I hope you will enjoy 🥰

Part One: The Basic Recap

If you decided for whatever reason to not read my last post (understandable for the dolls who are reading), the basic idea is that I believe the files DO work and DO make the listener, over time, into a...well I can't say it without triggering readers (and me) so like, you know ;)

But I don't believe that it works by literally hypnotizing listeners in a super short timeframe (for example, I don't really believe the 20-day challenge will literally make you change 100% if you complete it from start-to-finish).

Rather, what I think the files actually do, at their core, is make the listener very aroused by, and sexually interested in, certain things. Some of these things include:

1. Cock.

2. Listening to the files.

3. Cock.

4. Doing what the files tell you to do.

5. Cock.

6. Acting, presenting, and thinking like a bimbo.

Don't forget the last one (I know it's hard, hehe hard), we're going to be circling back to that later.

...fuck where was I at again? 😅

Oh yeah.

So for me, I have been listening to the files for years. And, for the majority of that time (until recently, we'll get to that in a sec), I have presented to the world as a fairly attractive, but perhaps a bit plain, competent and professional woman. Aside from being blonde, I have not really done anything that would overtly suggest "bimbo" to the average people that I interact with.

What the files have done (among maybe other things, part of this is difficult because the files are supposed to make you forget programming in theory, so this is just what I know), is centered my arousal and sexual interests around everything that the files tell me to. The things that turn me on the most are listening to the files, doing what the files tell me to, and cock.

Sucking cock. Looking at cock. Thinking about cock. It's to the point where cock is, unironically, just one of my favorite things, bordering on a hyperfixation.

I don't think it's to the point where the stuff I have gotten from the files is at the level of a fetish - I still get aroused by women and men who I find attractive like I always have - but I cannot deny that the files have certainly programmed some of, if not my hardest turnons into me.

And so, relating back to my original post, the way that I think the files ACTUALLY make the listener into a bimbo is through two phases:

1. Program the listener to be sexually aroused by, among other things, listening to the files and doing what the files tell you to.

2. Over time, as you listen to the files more and more, and because you are sexually incentivized to do more of what the files tell you to, you gradually adopt more and more behaviors into your everyday life.

Think of it kind of like bargaining with your "Old Self" (OS). Your OS will basically always act as a voice of reason because, practically, if you just started doing everything the files tell you to do day 1, you're probably going to abaolutely ruin your life. Like what, you're going to just show up to work or school dressed like a whore and offer to suck off the first person you see? I know some of you are already thinking of commenting "omg yes that sounds like so hot 😍" but like, let's all be real, you're not serious about that. You'll comment that, get turned on, go jack or jill off, and then largely resume your life as normal. I know, because I'm guilty of this myself.

And I'm not criticizing anyone for this, either! The point is just to illustrate the very real internal dynamic many of us have internally between OS (your voice of reason) and ||Bambi|| (who just wants to throw all caution to the wind and be a stupid whore). We love her, but - and this is especially for the men who are reading and just thinking with their cocks 🤤 - stupid whores tend to have very short-lived lives before ending up dead in a ditch somewhere.

However, as time goes on and you listen to the files more, ||Bambi|| will be able to convince OS to do certain things. These will usually start out small, like trying on some new makeup or ordering some slutty clothes to try on in private and never wear publicly. But, like a river eroding a canyon, ||Bambi|| will inevitably be able to convince OS to make more significant changes as time goes on.

Part Two: The Last Year

That basically brings us to where I left things off last year. Since then, a LOT of my journey has been documented on here, so a lot of you are probably already aware of the details 😘

But for those who don't follow me, the main highlights - and the fundamental basis for this post - is that ||Bambi|| basically was able to convince OS to make subtantial and irreversible changes to my body. These mainly include:

1. Getting a womb tattoo (which is supposedly "enchanted" to slowly transform my body to match the dirty thoughts I have; I don't believe in the magic, but it's hot 💓)

2. Getting major lip injections (I know they're not as big as other girls online, but this was my first alteration that I couldn't cover up; even today, they're a lot bigger than any of the women I'm usually around)

3. Upgrading to 650 cc breast implants (the most recent change!!! I know I was originally aiming for 800 ccs for this go-around, but even Revis told me I would need to go to about this size first to let my skin stretch and for my symmastia to heal. All-in-all, I am absolutely amazed with the results and have never been happier with my body 🥰)

What's really interesting about my new implants is that, barring wanting to go even bigger in the future (I am tempted ;) but I wanna give it some time first - unless someone else wants to floor the bill lol, but this was *expensive* even with my support from OF), I don't really have any other major body changes that I want to do at the moment! I don't love the idea of doing butt implants or rib removal - they just seem really expensive and a lot higher risk for mistakes - and I think I can otherwise get a better shape with doing pilates (which I'm planning to start up once I'm fully healed).

This means that, weirdly enough, for the past couple of weeks, I have actually been a little aimless! And that's not a bad thing, it's good to be able to take a beat and reflect without pressure. But like, I'm still posting on here and my OF (because like, it's fun and turns me on, thanks files lol). And my OF is still generating a decent amount of revenue (not enough to live on, so I can't quit my day job, but like I have a separate bank account for it and I don't spend it on anything except my bimbofication, so it's just accruing over time).

Part Three: Today

This basically brings us to now, and the new inference(s) that warranted this post and further prove that the files work!

Typically, when I am thinking of what kind of content I would like to make to post here and to my OF, my primary consideration is always "what sounds the most fun to make?" And for the longest time, I have been relatively satisfied with making content in my own bedroom with clothes that I don't wear out. This is all to minimize risks to me (like doxxing or otherwise).

And to be clear, this is not me saying that I'm not going to be making that kind of content anymore. Again, OS is basically screaming in the back of my head how I need to make sure to be safe with everything that I do.

But today, ||Bambi|| responded with something that, effectively, stumped OS:

> Okay OS, well we know that she's going to keep posting to OF and using her money to become a better bimbo. Her followers want a bimbo. She wants a bimbo! Do you have any ideas for what she should do?

...

> Great! Well then, I think she's done as much as she can with her body at the moment. She already has eased the people in her life into the idea that she's a big-titty blonde with cock-sucking lips, right?

Yeah, I suppose there isn't any going back on that at this point. The damage is done.

> So making other changes small can't possibly make things worse! Like, she could probably go ahead and replace her entire wardrobe with more "appropriate" clothing, right? ;)

... No, she still needs to be appropriate enough for her work.

> But like, she doesn't have to literally wear lingerie into work! There are plenty of ways to have a "bimbo" outfit that's fine enough to wear out. Like, women wear all-pink suits and nobody thinks twice about it (other than thinking they look hot)!

... That's true.

> Like what, do you think she's happy with how she presents herself to the world? Do you think it affirmatively makes her happy doing things your way?

... I think it gets her to the next day?

> That's not anwering the questionnnn!

...

...............

... No.

> Great! Well then I think that I will be taking over a lot more now! Feel free to stop me when I suggest something too over-the-line, but I think the person who should be in charge is the one who actually is suggesting things that we both know will actually make her happy.

Part Four: New Horizons

Wow, I got kinda lost in the sauce for a second there 😅 time to reset haha

As a brief note before proceeding, some of you who have been following me for a while may have noticed that I sometimes go back-and-forth betweeb a more "bimbo" style of writing and the way that I'm writing now.

Both are me, in a way. This is basically how I communicate during the day. I reign it in at work, but like, I am a fairly smart woman, if that isn't apparent.

It also means that when I get home from work in the evening, I am mentally exhausted, so I have gotten more into the habit of letting myself turn off my brain and being lazy with how I communicate. You're getting "this" version of me because I'm working remotely today and the vyvance is hitting. But like, I'll probably revert to communicating the other way later on.

I have always felt like a little bit of a fraud because of this. There is a very, very strong part of me that wishes I could just be brainless 24/7. But, OS knows better, so I prevent that from happening.

However, now that I have done a lot of work on my body, I suddenly find myself less concerned by this idea. When I look in the mirror, I see a bimbo. And that just makes me immesurably, undeniably, happy. Even now, as I am typing this out, the internal concern about whether or not I am a bimbo is gone. I am a bimbo.

The question now is not about whether or not I am. Rather, it's about how I can become the best bimbo that I can be.

For that reason, I think my next focus is personally going to be on trying to essentially "integrate" ||Bambi|| into as much of my life irl as OS will allow me. I'm likely going to be constantly pushing on the boundaries, while not going so far as to wind up putting myself at risk of danger.

To that end, I think I'm going to just stand on who I am and build off of that. I am a pretty smart girlboss by day who wants to go home and turn her brain off so she can be used like a fleshlight at night. That is already the case. I just want to adjust how I present myself to the world to better advertise that possibility. I don't want ||Bambi|| to just be a toy that I bring out when I go home. I want to be ||Bambi||, fully and completely. I want to switch it so that ||Bambi|| is bringing out OS during the day so she can keep ||Bambi's|| life in order, with the understanding that it is ||Bambi's|| life, first and foremost.

Part Five: Conclusion

What does this all mean? What new inferences can be gleaned from this experience that I didn't already include last year.

The new inference is that, as a conseqence of listening to the files, the files making you (essentially) addicted to listening to them, and therefore listening to them more and more often as time goes on, I believe that the files also, ultimately, change what things make the listener happy. Not just what kinds of things they are sexually interested in, but what - at the end of the day, if there was nothing holding them back - what they would do with their lives to pursue happiness.

There probably was a time before I started listening to the files where I had other aspirations for happiness in life. I do not remember what those are. I have been listening to the files for so long. So long. That one of, if not my main aspiration in life now, is to be the best bimbo I can be, and as authentically as I can be.

But for listening to the files, I don't believe that would be the case. If that isn't proof that they work, I don't know what is.