u/ambeint_noise

I want it to keep happening to me even though I feel like i hate it sometimes. It just feels so much better and so much more intense than regular sex

I dont remember when it started, I think its probably been happening the whole time we've been together with me just being oblivious of what is happening.

It was something I was maybe interested in before and definitely curious about but I never told him, there was no way he could've known about it.

He likes having me under his control and I really like it too.

I just didn't even realize hes been putting me into a trance this whole time, manipulating my subconscious thoughts to favor what he wants and likes.