u/ariesbites

when i was young i experienced so much sexual and other abuse that my mind completely broke. Now i have parts of my mind that completely and wholeheartedly believe they are sex objects created to be abused and used. put me in dumb situations and i do dumb things just to reenact my trauma. like this. but i can’t help it bc im a worthless useless nothing of a person besides how i can be used by others. it sounds dumb but its name is icarus, believes its a fallen and defiled angel (i was raised extremely religious)

lots of people in my life knew they just didn’t do anything to stop it or help me. even my parents ignored it in their own home. i am a completely broken person tbh. i think i only have a few good uses.

use my trauma against me