25 F4A seeking platonic cg/light sfw guidance
hi there! you can call me paws. I'm an age+pet regressor with a little age that ranges anywhere from toddler to teen (but mostly the littler side) and a big age of 25. I love dogs/wolves/hyenas, dinosaurs, crafts, sci-fi/fantasy (my heart is absolutely PINING for a repeat LOTR extended addition binge), gardening, reading, and psychology stuff. I am married and am not seeking a connection that is anything but platonic; I would just reeeeaaally appreciate a gentle parent type of person in my life right now. lately I listen to an embarrassing amount of babying audios for comfort lol.
I intensely desire having someone who can help keep me accountable and maybe offer some more general parental-type guidance in life. my experiences from my parents and childhood were... suboptimal lol, and I am fairly certain I have adhd (was briefly medicated for it and it worked wonders, but I'm not able to continue with that kind of support currently) and also some sort of more mood/behavior regulation stuff going on, but I don't wanna self diagnose anything.
I don't need constant contact by any means. I'm not a very social person anyway (I can sometimes be chattier but only in short bursts, just a heads up) and I also worry that my partner would be jealous/hurt if I was relying too heavily on anyone else. but a brief checkin even a couple times a week to make sure I am eating/drinking and that sort of thing, and maybe some validation when I'm doing well, would change my whole world right now and give me the light in the dark that I so badly crave. I neglect myself and my responsibilities when I'm feeling bad and it becomes a vicious and punishing cycle. I love having something like a sticker chart/other kinds of accountability trackers, but when I do it by myself it just doesn't give me the kind of validation I need to be consistent... I would be so extremely appreciative if you're willing to use some sort of chore tracking app with me and/or to keep me keep track of my IRL chore list progress. it would change everything for me to know someone besides myself notices and cares.
restating for emphasis, *I would need this to be a 100% sfw/platonic/NON ROMANTIC dynamic.* I don't want to take advantage of anyone so I feel the need to make that very clear. I know many people would not find this fulfilling knowing that there is no chance of it leading to a romantic relationship of any sort; I'm just hoping there is someone out there with a strong mom/dad drive they desire outletting, who would maybe get something fulfilling out of this besides it just being a massive help for me. I love my partner but it's not something they're inclined towards or have room on their plate for right now.
I probably won't ever be able to send pictures of myself since that seems inappropriate to do without my partner's consent, even if it were SFW. IF it makes any difference, I would love to share pictures of anything else: my fluffy dog, my stuffies and other little gear, cool stuff I see/find, crafts, finished chores and/or any chore charts I might use, etc. but I am also happy keeping it just text-based if that's more comfy. it's absolutely fine if you also have a partner and/or other little(s) and have your own limitations/boundaries.
I think that's it. if you're a mom/dad natured person who would enjoy being a surrogate/casual caregiver, please please reach out, it would mean so very much to me although I'm sorry I can't offer more in return. thank you for your time <3 please shoot me a msg and tell me all about you if this post intrigues you!!