I never thought I'd end up exploring this side of myself, but here I am making another confession.
A while ago, I shared my first experience of being guided by a bi girl I met on Reddit into exploring my bi-curious side. I honestly thought that was as intense as things could get. I was wrong.
Yesterday, things went to another level. She told me to take one of my wife's sexiest bra and panty sets, along with a red lipstick, and go into the bathroom while my wife was asleep in the next room. The thrill and nervousness alone were overwhelming.
She instructed me to put everything on, apply the lipstick, and look at myself in the mirror. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Then she had me write her name across my chest and perform for her. It felt surreal, embarrassing, exciting, and incredibly intense all at once.
The craziest part was realizing how much I was enjoying letting go and fully exploring a side of myself that I'd never allowed myself to acknowledge before. I ended up doing things I never would have imagined myself doing.
By the end of it, I found myself completely giving in to the experience and following every instruction without hesitation. Looking back, I'm still shocked by how far I went—and by the fact that I genuinely loved the experience.
To make it even more unbelievable, the entire thing was photographed and recorded. I'm still processing the fact that this actually happened.
I don't know exactly what this says about me, but I do know that I'm exploring a side of myself that I never thought I'd have the courage to face.