u/beard_bull_29

My wife and I have been fighting almost daily lately. Honestly, things have gotten really toxic, and she has even been physically abusive. On top of that, our intimacy is completely dead—we haven't had any sexual contact in over two weeks, and the emotional distance is massive.

Yesterday, completely out of nowhere, I had a thought about my wife’s cousin. I’ve always found her attractive, specifically because she’s very well-endowed, and I suddenly had a fantasy about making out with her. It escalated to the point where I remembered I had some photos of her from our wedding. I actually went back, looked at the pictures, and jerked off to them.

I feel incredibly conflicted. Part of me feels guilty because it’s her cousin, but another part of me feels like it’s a direct result of how starved I am for affection, peace, and intimacy in my own marriage right now.

Has anyone else gone through a toxic or abusive marriage and found their mind (and desires) wandering to people close to the family just as an escape? How did you handle the guilt, and what did it mean for the future of your relationship? Looking to connect with people who have had similar experiences or thoughts.

My wife and I have been fighting almost daily lately. Honestly, things have gotten really toxic, and she has even been physically abusive. On top of that, our intimacy is completely dead—we haven't had any sexual contact in over two weeks, and the emotional distance is massive.

Yesterday, completely out of nowhere, I had a thought about my wife’s cousin. I’ve always found her attractive, specifically because she’s very well-endowed, and I suddenly had a fantasy about making out with her. It escalated to the point where I remembered I had some photos of her from our wedding. I actually went back, looked at the pictures, and jerked off to them.

I feel incredibly conflicted. Part of me feels guilty because it’s her cousin, but another part of me feels like it’s a direct result of how starved I am for affection, peace, and intimacy in my own marriage right now.

Has anyone else gone through a toxic or abusive marriage and found their mind (and desires) wandering to people close to the family just as an escape? How did you handle the guilt, and what did it mean for the future of your relationship? Looking to connect with people who have had similar experiences or thoughts.

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Hey everyone,

I’m a 30-year-old married guy from Tamil Nadu. My wife (F28) and I have a great relationship, and while she is traditionally monogamous in real life, we’ve had some very open, honest conversations about her hidden desires.

She has admitted to having a strong attraction to women's breasts and has expressed a desire to explore that. In fact, she shared a past experience from her school days (12th grade) where she actually got to explore this with an older relative.

Because she prefers to keep our real life monogamous, this is strictly a virtual arrangement/fantasy exploration on my end. She is not aware that I am posting this, so I am looking for a bisexual or bicurious woman (preferably Tamil/Indian) who finds this dynamic exciting and wants to talk, share fantasies, and explore this vibe with me virtually.

What I'm looking for:

An open-minded, non-judgmental Indian woman (bonus points if you are Tamil) who is interested in talking to a married guy.

Someone who enjoys roleplay, sharing fantasies, or just chatting about women loving women (WLW) experiences and desires.

Strictly virtual, anonymous, and text-based (Reddit chat or moving to a secure app later if we vibe).

If you find the idea of a husband exploring his wife's hidden bicurious side exciting, or if you've been in a similar situation, I’d love to connect. Shoot me a DM with a bit about yourself!

Hey everyone,

I’m a 30-year-old married guy from Tamil Nadu. My wife (F28) and I have a great relationship, and while she is traditionally monogamous in real life, we’ve had some very open, honest conversations about her hidden desires.

She has admitted to having a strong attraction to women's breasts and has expressed a desire to explore that. In fact, she shared a past experience from her school days (12th grade) where she actually got to explore this with an older relative.

Because she prefers to keep our real life monogamous, this is strictly a virtual arrangement/fantasy exploration on my end. She is not aware that I am posting this, so I am looking for a bisexual or bicurious woman (preferably Tamil/Indian) who finds this dynamic exciting and wants to talk, share fantasies, and explore this vibe with me virtually.

What I'm looking for:

An open-minded, non-judgmental Indian woman (bonus points if you are Tamil) who is interested in talking to a married guy.

Someone who enjoys roleplay, sharing fantasies, or just chatting about women loving women (WLW) experiences and desires.

Strictly virtual, anonymous, and text-based (Reddit chat or moving to a secure app later if we vibe).

If you find the idea of a husband exploring his wife's hidden bicurious side exciting, or if you've been in a similar situation, I’d love to connect. Shoot me a DM with a bit about yourself!

I’m a 30yo married male ready to stop wondering and start exploring. I’m looking for a powerful, dominant Tamil Bi Bull who wants to take charge of a submissive husband and his wife.

I want someone who knows how to command a room—someone to claim me and use us both as he sees fit. I’m looking for that raw, masculine Tamil energy to push my boundaries and show me what I’ve been missing.

The Catch: My wife is currently "in the dark" about the bi-curious side of this dynamic. I need a Bull who can play that role perfectly—dominating her while making me watch or participate as his sub. Discretion isn't just preferred; it’s mandatory.

If you’re a dominant Tamil king who wants a loyal couple to play with, DM me. Let's see if you're the one to take control.