u/bellyminx

im starting to notice more and more little things about my small weight gain - albeit unintentional. to be fair every time i weigh myself, im always only about maybe like a 5 lb difference from a year or two ago - which seems so weird because i FEEL bigger than just 5 lbs. maybe my weight is redistributing?

I definitely look and feel bigger than last year - since it's getting warmer, i have to wear my tank tops more and they keep riding up my stomach as i walk and i constantly need to keep pulling it down. this is the most annoying part because i really love some of my old clothes but I have to alter some of my outfits now. when I get ready to shower and look at myself from the side, I have a permanent lower belly pudge that wasn't fully there last year. im still relatively thin, especially in the morning before I eat anything - but its really weird (in a good way?) to feel the differences in my body. I still feel a little insecure/embarrassed when I wear old clothes and feel how they're tighter, but I also love how my hips feel wider and my body jiggles more in certain places when I walk. even when I scoot my chair up to my desk at work I notice how my stomach presses into the desk a bit more, even before lunch or whatever I have to eat that day.

I know I dont want to gain a lot of weight but its fun to feel the little changes!