Gooner thoughts creeping up in public lead to a new perversion
For 6 years I’ve had a normal relationship with gooning. “Normal” as in I knew I was a porn addict, I’d get into fetishes I thought I’d never be into… but it always stayed in my room.
These past 2 months it’s like something turned my porn addiction up a few notches: post nut clarity disappeared, I’ve started pornifying even friends I’m close to… and my brain has started pornifying even girls in the street.
Today, I had my first borderline sph situation in public by accident and contrary to what i always imagined I was more embarrassed and my pride hurt that turned on… until I saw the girl that caused this situation walk in front of me, holding back laughter. She was so hot that the moment she was past me I just had the impulse to record her amazing ass walking away. And I got scared, horny and nervous all at once, but on the way home all I heard in my brain was encouragement to try to record again(she was in the same train as me) then go home and jerk off to a hot pawg that knew I have a small dick. And I’m scared and I feel like a total pervert.
And yes, I’m also stroking to this girl right now.
To those who get these thoughts in public, how do you manage it???