u/bicuriousm20

I have a gf and I do love and care about her but even before dating her I’ve been wanting dick. Whether its dildos my hands or a random object I’ve used it all trying to simulate it but it’s never what it could be, I’ve been on grinder before dating her and I have almost done it but I never did and now I think I’m ready and want to but I have a gf and ik she would freak out and break up with me she’s not the kind of person to accept that and I don’t really want to cheat I’ve never don’t that and I’m not that kind of person either but I can’t help but downloading and deleting grinder debating wether or not to find the biggest cock and ride it. Pls give advise lol

I have a gf and I do love and care about her but even before dating her I’ve been wanting dick. Whether its dildos my hands or a random object I’ve used it all trying to simulate it but it’s never what it could be, I’ve been on grinder before dating her and I have almost done it but I never did and now I think I’m ready and want to but I have a gf and ik she would freak out and break up with me she’s not the kind of person to accept that and I don’t really want to cheat I’ve never don’t that and I’m not that kind of person either but I can’t help but downloading and deleting grinder debating wether or not to find the biggest cock and ride it. Pls give advise lol

I have a gf and I do love and care about her but even before dating her I’ve been wanting dick. Whether its dildos my hands or a random object I’ve used it all trying to simulate it but it’s never what it could be, I’ve been on grinder before dating her and I have almost done it but I never did and now I think I’m ready and want to but I have a gf and ik she would freak out and break up with me she’s not the kind of person to accept that and I don’t really want to cheat I’ve never don’t that and I’m not that kind of person either but I can’t help but downloading and deleting grinder debating wether or not to find the biggest cock and ride it. Pls give advise lol

I m20 have a girlfriend f18 and I do love her but for one it doesn’t seem like she actually cares about me it seems like she just likes the idea of a boyfriend more than she likes me but that’s for a different conversation, even before dating her I’ve always loved the idea of being fucked I’ve used dildos been on grindr and have almost done it and now I think I really do want to but I have a girlfriend and I don’t really want to cheat I never have and I’ve never been that kind of person or break up with her cause I do care about her but I can’t stop thinking about it I even download and delete grindr like everyday just debating wether or not I should just take the biggest dick I can find and ride it