45 [M4M] looking for something that will make me feel butterflies
I'm married to a woman, with children. I love my wife, my family, and I don't want to change anything about that. While I'm out as bisexual, in reality I'm gay, or mostly so. I am looking for a masculine presence in my life to fill a space that feels empty.
While I'm open to chatting about anything really, ideally I would like to feel a spark. I want to flirt, I want to smile whenever I see I have a message from you. I am hoping to meet someone who can be assertive, take control, and help me out of my shell sometimes. I am East Coast, U.S (Eastern time) and would prefer someone in a close time zone.
Me personally: I am a professional that works in finance in the chemical industry. I have an MBA and I am a people leader. I love to golf, play video games, read, and listen to music. I have many other strong likes.
People tend to think I'm funny and I think many are somewhat drawn to me, especially women. Some women find me attractive still, so I imagine I am at least average in looks. I'm 6' 1" and weigh 185 lbs. I think I am a pretty relaxed and open minded person.
I hate having to bring politics into everything, but I think it's necessary in today's world to say that I am left leaning. Not a crazy, over-exaggerated type of left, but left enough that anyone would know. I do have a strong dislike of MAGA or anything that shares similar values. We would not get along if you align yourself with that ideology.
Me sexually: I am a sub and generally like giving up control to a man. While outwardly I am masculine, I do have a deep desire to embrace some sort of femininity sexually. I'm not trans and I like having a penis, but I also acknowledge this other part of me. I have kinks and am open minded to others'. I will try most things at least twice.
This is the first time I am trying anything like this and to be honest, I'm excited. I'm excited to see who I can meet and where things will lead. I'm excited to allow a man into my life.
If any of this is of interest, please DM me and see where it goes. Note that I'm not into games not into quick interactions just for the purpose of getting off... At least not initially.