IM SO FUCKING STIFF RIGHT NOW shes rock hard in my pink slutty booty shorts got my plug in and my ring on and gooner hypno and pmv music blasting into my headphones and hitting my bong and im just so fucking stupid and gooning i love gooning i fucking love gooning so fucking much im fucking grinding on my plug right now deeperddeeper fufkcing dummer holy shitholyshit yeasyesyesyeysssduummhber fuyfkcckkk YESSSSSSSS
IM SO FUCKING STIFF RIGHT NOW shes rock hard in my pink slutty booty shorts got my plug in and my ring on and gooner hypno and pmv music blasting into my headphones and hitting my bong and im just so fucking stupid and gooning i love gooning i fucking love gooning so fucking much im fucking grinding on my plug right now deeperddeeper fufkcing dummer holy shitholyshit yeasyesyesyeysssduummhber fuyfkcckkk YESSSSSSSS
i smell like weed and pit sweat and its the best fucking smell every time i raise my arms i gget fucking gooonsillyyyy~
more weed more porn
need to go deeper need to get worse
i need to melt my brain get more and more addicted
im not addicted enough yet i still have other hobbies other desires
i need to melt out everything from my mind except for weed and porn and weed and porn
time to smoke my brain away for th enext 4 days i wanna rot all weekend i wanna goon all weekend i wanna GO CRAZY ALL WEEKEND!! im probably going to burn through the last of my weed but i want to burn every brain cell out of my FUCKING HEAD UNTIL THERES NOTHING BUT WEED AND PORN
was streaming last night and chat made me take down bong rip after bong rip they made me do like 19 last night plus all the ones i did myself, i couldnt see straight i could barely walk i had no brain functioon left
i will never recover the brain cells i lost
fuck i have a headache lollll
does it still count as neet if i take care of my hair still ehehehe i dont wear deodorant just to make up for it
higher stupider i need to get dumb stupid cant think dont want to think
im going to give myself a weed lobotomy im going to mush my brain IM GOING TO MUSH MY BRAIN FRY MY THOUGHTS EDGE AWAY GOON AWAY SMOKE AWAY MY BRAIN
my penis knows its goon time even if im busy. my penis gets stiff and she demands attention. i obey penis. shes happy she loves pumps. she wants weed. bong rip after rip im so dizzy and tingly and i cant see straight but penis wants more weed i obey penis she controls me
ive got ttwo different weed gummies, one has horny goat weed iin it too, boner pills, ashwaganda and maca thanks to another persons suggestion, and packing my bong too
im so fucking high rn i wanna party all night i wanna goon all night i wanna be stupid all night
depression keeps me so low libido, and masturbating doesnt block it out.
but finally its breaking through. im finally getting goontriggered again. SO. TRIGGERED. i love my triggers i miss my triggers. i need to be more addicted to porn, i need to melt for any porn any time, i need need need a super severe addiction. addiction and pleasure will ensure i never ever ever get depressed again. I will drown my brain in pleasure.
im sitting here getting my hair done, and someone sends me a message. my hairdresser steps out to smoke while she lets the bleach set and i check my messages
porn
porn
so much porn
i feel my dick hetti g harder gettng stifff under the apron
rubbing it and stroking theough the fabric trying to not get caught ffuuckkkk