32 [s4A] merciless feminization needed
I am a large man. As in fat. I am looking for someone to take full control and blackmail me mercilessly into total submission and eventually permanent feminization. I crave the feeling of helplessness that blackmail brings. The feeling of being trapped with no escape. I have tried to run for too long, tried to suppress these urges. But they always come back stronger then ever, so I need to find someone who can help me explore this safely, but still give me the real feeling of helplessness.
I need to feel like cornered prey
I also would love to be your goonslave. Dropping everything to pump when I'm told. To what im told. For as long as I'm told. Right before being denied and locked in chastity