u/blkbarbiebb

I just learned the term benevolent sexism, a sect of misogyny where men see themselves as the protector and provider of women. Not in an incel way but he thinks women are naturally weaker, are inherently better at childcare/domestic tasks, wholeheartly believe a woman is fulfilled when she’s barefoot in the kitchen—- but it genuinely gives him pleasure to see his woman in that way.

If you google it google will tell u it’s bad bc but for sum reason when I read that, what I interpreted is someone who wants to get me pregnant so I never have to work again …… literally my ideal relationship. My rapist tried to baby trap me. It started with always talking about getting married and having kids, then raw sex, then holding me down and impregnating me when I tried to pull away and cried no. It was so primal even typing this out has me rocking my hips. I’m always thinking about a man who is so much taller heavier and stronger than me than me; who loves how small I am because it’s so easy to intimidate me and corner me like a lil prey animal 🐰 who will always refer to what his grandfather or whatever misogynist in his life raised him when he mentions his husbandly duties/privilege’s. Nnnghhh my husband one day is going to be so spoiled I’m rocking my hips into my stuffie thinking about my wifely duties; it’s intoxicating how small and precious and helpless I feel I luv it.

I need him to think he’s genuinely making my life better by putting a baby inside me so we can be together forever 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Just waggle big fat boner in front of camera and goonettes become entranced. u don’t even need to show ur face just make ur tip kiss the camera and show off ur big balls and the girls start getting slick and rubbing faster. Record urself taking ur frustrations on ur plastic gf and women will literally fall in love w u. Fap and make gooner sounds and show the world how u make ur big boy toy spurt 💦✨ it’s sooo easy

Irdk where to post this but the other day I was thinking about how much sex I used to have in college. It was probably a weekend event, I’d have a roster of 5-6 “boyfriends” every few months, fucking at least once every weekend on-and-off for 3 years.I know body count subjective; I’m proud that I’m clean but sometimes my number shocks me. But after thinking about it deeper, no it doesn’t.

When I was in college I’d rape bait by getting sloppy drunk and basking in male attention. Any male attention— whether they were 30 years older than me or my classmate i was so boy crazy. I’d call it intox play but I knew I wanted to be taken advantage of, to be too small and drunk and high to fight back. I’d cover myself in body glitter and perfume, wear an outfit that made my malnourished body look more adult than I felt. Several shots in I’d move through parties and clubs feeling warmer and warmer, men would inch closer and I just daydreamed about them taking me and keeping me forever like a doll. I’d be so lost in the daydream I wouldn’t notice (or mind) that they were kissing me. Laying me down on the bed and taking my shirt off. Asking for permission to enter by prodding my sweet flower with a curious finger. I’d always let them because I needed special daddy attention, I’d sleep with anyone. I can remember 3 of __ men I’ve had sex with and a handful of small snippets of sexual experiences that I fondly recall. The rest is a blur. I remember loving how warm they felt, even pressed against the bed and his sweat beading onto my skin I was finally allowed to close my eyes and release my spine. And then they’d cum, or I’d phase back into my skin and I felt dirty. But I had told them insisted I needed to be drunk to have sex, so I can’t say I felt violated without feeling guilty. And I kept doing it to myself until it lost all pleasure and it stopped feeling so thrilling.

Sometimes I’m upset I’m not having sex so frequently anymore because I feel so much better about my body and my health has visible improved. So but this is great for me, I need more boundaries. But I miss having sex…. Simultaneously I absolutely do not want to have sex. I’m mad because I feel like I did this to myself. But there’s so much more to unravel. I need a male sex therapist I think. I need to see his face when I tell him my story from the beginning, looking at me imagining that little girl being preyed on in online chatrooms morphing into the sexual deviant I am today. I want to see his reaction when I say I can only orgasm to taboo, when I tell him how frequently I polish my little masturbation marble to cope, all my sexual traumas.

Maybe it’s bc I spend too much time watching porn 🤪 but today in Target I’m almost positive I saw a gooner in the wild. Late 20s, tall, skinny, reddish facial hair, poorly combed curly brown hair wearing basketball shorts w a very obvi print. Like so obvious I felt guilty for looking. But my traumatized little goonette brain kept me frozen, I kept glancing back at it while facing the same aisle he was. He gyrated his hips upward ONCE and my heart started hammering. His boner was getting taller and stronger and growing so beautifully under his shorts. ITS SOOOO FATTT and thick omg fat dick and big heavy balls is the prettiest most objectifying body parts a man can have. His helmet head bobbed under his shorts so clearly I could see it was purple he wasn’t wearing underwear. I was too shy in the store to tell him but his erect penis is forever burned into my brain and I can’t stop thinking about his happy peepee dance. I’m pressing my clit boner into this toy thinking about showing him my girl privates and him showing me his boy privates I hope I see him soon 💔

I see too many vids of silent “gooners” and I’m here to stop the rumors. If ur not panting, whining, cursing, groaning, gasping, grunting, or making any other purely animalistic sound while u play w ur genitals ur not actually gooning, srry

It starts small tho, I’ve been rlly into goon babbling to myself as I watch porn. I verbalize all my horny perv thoughts, and my girl bonerrrrr gets so stiff when she hears all the masc- porn-obsessed peepee thoughts I have. It’s been really transformative in my self care time. Sometimes I can only say a few sentences before jizzing all over my bed, it makes my orgasms sm more intense ! By the time I’m ready to blow my load I’m gasping and writhing and involuntarily humping. I pretend I’m gooning with a friend and we’re just saying whatever lewd idea comes to mind and babbling and nnnghhhhing after every edge

⭐️ I’ve been using Reddit for porn since college and I’ve met so many penis-addicted gooners on here but I haven’t found my perfect match yet. Just in case he’s lurking, continuing on with the list of things I daydream about doing with a curly haired tall muscular chronic peepee stroker in my area 🥰

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1. a description of my orgasms when he asks how my day w

as. Tell him what turned me on before I started rubbing, what genre of porn took up most of my goon session, and what I orgasmed to. Imagining a boyf that doesn’t want to control my orgasms but celebrates them even when he can’t witness them (I love cumming)

1. Talk to/about my boyfriend’s penis like it’s a separate person. “Your boner wants to say hi can I give him good morning kisses?” “Your peepee really likes when I do that” “I wanna see my best friend” (best friend = his genitals)

2. Gargle and worship his massive balls when I’m in

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1. good girl glow after being really bratt

y, a day or two after being punished. Complimenting him on how well he knows me and makes me feel like myself when he knows exactly what my body needs. Getting showered in praise because yay positive reinforcement !

1. Doom scrolling on one of our phones while we mutually masturbat

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r, my head on his shoulder, stroking his stick and massaging his balls while he flicks my bean and scrolls to brainrot (you can tell I’m Gen Z)

Reading smut to each other outloud. Extra points for him reading the smut I write and giving me feedback before I publish to the interwebs, giving his own masturbation experiences to make my writing more realistic.

Facials as a punishment. I love watching cumshots, I even love being cum inside of but I can’t stand become cum on. daddy would phrase it as my pretty face mask and jerk off super lewdly with his legs really wide before aiming his tip at my face 🤤🤤🤤

I love acting like a coy stupid little girl and I love love love trusting a dom with telling me about my body and how to polish my little masturbation marble. I wanna grab your arm and hold your hand while you tell me all about my body and how to make it feel good. Pretend like I don’t stimulate my flower several times a day and guide my hand, spread my legs, and talk me through it ✨💕

Playing with his trusted gooner friends for MMF threesomes 🤩 him casually talking about his sex life to his friends with me in the room, telling them about how wet I get, the craziest rooms we’ve had sex in. Him groping me in front of his friend and inviting him to join 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 both of them on top of me and praising me and licking me and not being able to escape themmm

I said something similar to this last time but like I want to actually have peepee talk with my boyfriend. I came sooo hard the other day as I was being really verbally aggressive w my rose toy, telling her to deep throat my girlbbc and that I was going to ejaculate in her mouth (knowing I hate that). I’m not saying I want to talk like that to my boyfriend directly but I at least want to talk about my clit like a boner openly from time to time.

Someone mentioned that all the things on this list can also be done with a goonette !!! These are super hetero-focused, maybe I should make a list of things I’d do with a goonette friend 😵‍💫👀💕✨

I’m sitting on the metro and it’s so hot outside everyone is in shorts and ofc your favorite goonette smut princess can’t stop staring at everyone’s crotch. So many men on the train not wearing any boxers, soft peepee outline exposed sooo cute and calm… and then I started thinking about my own girlboner thinking about all the big hard strong man meat around me. That turned into daydreaming about my hypothetical boner standing straight up under my dress super obvious to everyone around me bc I was getting really turned on in my head. How twitchy and throbby a she’d be trying to say hi to everyone … doing the happy peepee dance right there in front of the whole train. If I had a dangling boy dong I’d try to “cover” my thick erection with my hand and getting lost in bucking my tip into my palm. Maybe once the train gets less crowded, wrapping a half fist around my pole and stealthily stroking. Or fuck it. While the train is packed and everyone is on their phones flop out my massive stick and waggle it and expose my genitals until I’m positive at least a pair of eyes are on my junk. Watching and waiting to see me spurt spermies!!! Nnngghhh I’d blast all over the seat in front of me and aim my goo up in the air so all my new fans can see my money shot.

Now I’m thinking about girls standing and hunched flicking their bean 🤤 huffing and groaning while their grool slides down their thighs as their fingers keep making luv to their lil nubbins in front of the other metro riders. When I get home I’m going to eat an edible and rub to public cumshots mmmmmm

I don’t work todayyyy so I woke up naked, hit the bong then started masturbating my vagina, one hand rubbing little dj circles on my nubbin with my middle finger, my other hand groping my ass and spreading my pussy so I can stimulate as much of my little girl peepee as possible. When it starts feeling really good I hold my legs up to expose this little pussy and imagining daddy or goonette bff watching and narrating makes me rub rub rub fassstterrrr genital pleasure doesn’t need explanation 😍🥰 I’ve been unintentionally edging since I started watching porn 😍 and I just realized a few moments ago but I’d watch increasingly niche and raunchy vidz and not touching until I was squirming, which was hours. I’m really embarrassed by what I used to rub to but it’s also so icky imm getting all tingly and squirmy thinking about itttttt

Hello lovely goonettes, I’m on a mission tonight. My going to wash my hair, eat an edible, orgasm by humping my pillow tonight. The problem is pillow humping feels like ✨nothing✨ I’ve tried different pillow shapes and types, I’ve tried rolling them up very tight and stacking them. I’ve tried lying on my side and mounting it like a boy. The only time I felt any pressure my hips started getting sore from all the straddling. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong.

My clit is definitely very small but I cum just fine with my vibrator and my fingers. I really want to hump because it looks so hot and like so much fun. Im looking for very specific advice, please no “do what feels good” I’m trying!

I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been which is a good thing because I was sick before, but it’s still really jarring to see my new body. My boobs are the perkiest and fullest they’ve ever been, my thighs can’t fit into small pant sizes anymore. I have periods again and I am insatiable like I’m in heat when I’m ovulating and I love the feeling of my body turning my brain off into animalistic urge to pleasure my masturbation marble. It makes me feel so feminine that I can’t stop squeezing myself when I see my body. I’m also just sm horny in general. Recently my little nubbin is so needy I’m orgasming at least once but more often than not twice every day. The other night I got turned on doing my extensive get ready routine rubbing body oils and lotions all over myself and I felt so sexy that I got into bed naked, put my rose toy on my clit and squirted 💕✨ one of the reasons I joined this sub was to learn to love myself and embracing and feeling safe in my body has been life changing

My gooning coach and I text almost every day. He’s always giving me new perv gooner phrases that make my little girl peepee super erect and bouncy, and making me feel comfortable enough to write out my filthy internal monologue. These are some of my favorite messages to my coach so he can track my daily perv progress (in no particular order):

In my mind I wanna find videos of girls masturbating and put a little thought bubble above their heads and describe all my pervy pp thoughts with the girls masturbating and thinking about how their boner is getting stiff and needing to nut. It’s silly that we’re both straight and drooling over tgirl pp I like when the tgirls have such huge massive cum cannons it’s like yes 🤩 be proud but I feel bad bc their pp probably gives them gender dysphoria but it’s also like how could you not love your pp. Ugh if I had a peepee I’d swing it around like a helicopter nnngghhh fuck my own bbc girldick. I bent down into doggy and pushed my toy into myself and I came in less than 5 minutes I was getting really excited thinking about someone under me watching my pussy contract. Omg I’m about to start panting yes I have a girl erection 😵‍💫✨💕❣️🥰 I flopped my little girl peepee out of my panties and fuck she’s already doing the happy peepee dance 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 My legs are spread open super wide so I can goon deeper cum cannon go boiiinnngggg. I put my toy on the lowest setting directly against my tip no hands and fuck she’s giving me head so good. Now you have me thinking about showing girls my weewee. I’m under the covers bc I’m cold but exposing my dong sounds necessary for this nut.

THANK YOU COACH 💖 my weewee has never been this pleasured ❣️

I swear I’m surrounded by peepee I’m obsessed and can’t stop. I woke up and the first thing I did was check my hinge and it’s blowing my mind how unashamedly horny these men are on hinge. They’re talking about licking me and getting on their knees for me and it’s so triggering to read all this as soon as I wake up, my peepee is getting an erection so ofccc I had to come to Reddit and look at real boners and nnggghhhh I love existing for peepee pleasure. Calling my lil nubbin a strong peepee boner and thrusting in the air for big tall strong men that are desperate for me on hinge 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 I make all the time I need for my peepee and my peepee pleasure. It’s 8am and I’m spread so wide hands in my panties stimulating my erect boner peepee. I love touching my peepee. I love my peepee. My matches have no clue what a perv goonette I am, but Reddit does ❣️ I’m touching all over my erect peepee while reading smut and talking to mennnnn I wouldn’t have it any other way

Question for gooners: do you masturbate while scrolling through dating apps?

I’m playing the hinge game because I’m ready for a daddy dom in my area. There is one picture that all the men are loving, it’s me sat on a bed in a little mini jean skirt and black top, my hips and boobs look insane and my belly button ring is making a very demure appearance. It’s easily my most-liked photo on my profile. And I’ve noticed that BIG boys are flocking to my profile.

I’ve always been attracted to bigger men, a good balance of muscle mass and body fat is my favorite it’s so warm and cozy. And because I’m a perv in my experience thicker-built men have deliciously girthy pps. Now my hinge is flooded with gym bros and athletes and all I can think about is how they look with their pants off. I know this picture is setting them off because they keep saying “come over in that outfit” and I just imagine their boners getting more erect as they keep seeing my body and cleavage in other pics. This is all in my head but I need to know if this happens irl. Because if the boys are doing it I’m also going to start polishing my masturbation marble as I respond to the people that liked me

Update: last day of the girls trip and I think I’m going to need to cum twice to commemorate. I’ve been drinking wine all day and my head is so fuzzy, I just ate an edible and that’s going to be heavenly once it kicks in. I’ve already had an erection boner poking straight up in the air for like 10 min and I need someone to lick and slurp on my meat while I watch the raunchiest cringiest porn. I’ve cum on the couch at least every other day I’ve been on vacation it’s time to bust this nut

Ever since I discovered porn, I’ve always been fascinated by the b-roll clips and weird videos that were not typical at all for the mainstream. But it meant my early exposure to nsfw content was super niche and raunchy. Now I can’t help but be triggered by inappropriate or weird porn. When I need to nut HARD I watch ewtrashyboners or depraved public cumshots in broad daylight. I watch men hump their boners against kitchen appliances and spurt all over the place. Men humping yoga balls and balloon-like condoms. I know these are real fetishes people have but to me it’s just a silly weird horny little video. I make up elaborate stories about how the people in the videos were SO horny they needed to get that nut out. They don’t care who sees them, opening their legs wider even if a stranger passes them. I imagine that whatever alternate universe they’re living in, masturbating and being a hedonist is the standard of living, and there’s nothing they won’t do or try to make their privates feel good. I’m a girl that regularly refers to my precious pussy as a penis or boner, when I watch other girls masturbating their marble I start praising how well she’s stroking her peepee and start gooner babbling like a man, talking about stroking my gock and getting stiff and watching porn go learn how to stroke and take care of my body. If I’m alone or it’s super late I’ll babble out loud which always makes me cum within a few minutes, it’s too hot and overwhelming verbalizing all the perv thoughts in my head. I always go back to weird porn to give me inspo for my internal monologue, nnnnnnggghhh am I broken?

I don’t have a bf (yet) but over the last year I’ve fallen in love with self love and embracing my natural goonette urges. I’m hopeful my next bf will be a gooner who loves his pp just as much as I love my button. This is my silly and high ideation sesh of what such a relationship would look like

1. Nudist lifestyle whenever we’re alone, purely skin to skin contact
2. Openly masturbating in front of each other and playing with each other when we want (I guess we’re both freeuse

?)
3. Making a date out of visiting sex stores and getting toys to use on ourselves/each other. Sandwiching my new vibrator between his tip and my clit, humping his new fleshlight while he shows me his fav girl on girl porn.
4. Giving road head and having my marble polished in the passenger seat on long road trips
5. Joint nsfw social media profile to curate our mutual pornographic interests and tell the internet the horny things we get into
6. Hanging out between his legs/suckling his privates when I need a certain type of daddy comfort
7. Casually talking about our triggers, being pervs together and consistently communicating about the things that turn us on. Seeing another man fireball or a lady’s thick camel toe in public will make us exchange a look bc we know we’re going to talk about it once it’s appropriate
8. Smoking weed together to sink deeper into goon bliss, dosing each other with weed and alcohol before and during playtime
9. Gooner babbling back and forth as foreplay
10. This is more BDSM but having silent hand signals for things like blowjobs, pussy eating, kissing, on my knees, etc. is super hot to me and I miss being trained.

I’m on a girls trip w friends that don’t know I have this account 🤫🤫 watch pussy eating gifs on the couch while everyone else is asleep. I feel like such a degenerate getting all slick and needy while my friends sleep peacefully, daydreaming about a hunger gooner’s tongue worshipping my masturbation marble and making me all leaky. Mmmm there’s this one gif where she’s on her back legs tucked upwards and he’s kneading her ass while he kisses licks and sucks on her button nnnghhhh I shouldn’t rub on this trip but if they don’t wake up soon I’m going to have to spread my legs and tell me pussy how much I love her. Praising her so sweet and gentle for making me feel tingly all over. That’d be so naughty of me 😵‍💫😵‍💫 whispering goon fuel to myself while stroking my shit and busting a fat nut before anyone wakes up. It’s sooo tempting, I haven’t rubbed my pleasure puss in over a week you guys understand right 😮‍💨😭??

Hello beauties ✨ I luv my high achieving goonettes that begrudgingly finish every task on their extensive to-do list bc they want to be totally brainless by the time they come home to play w their pleasure puss.

I luv my hedonistic goonettes who are so edged they don’t even bother to try to have normal conversation, but are constantly talking about porn and sex and are desperate for stimuli to feed their greedy privates.

I luv my shy goonettes who perpetually live in their head and are always thinking of icky plot lines with strangers in public and get all flustered for no reason all the time.

I luv women who inspire me to rub my pussy into oblivion ✨😵‍💫 getting high and humping against my vibrator making a mess all over my bed watching girls rub themselves stupid and grope their boobies and bounce their booties with their pussy poking out 🥵 I’m so shameless I wanna hump this pussy against every hard surface and bump my masturbation marble against my bestie’s and then tell everyone “this is normal” I wanna see everyone’s pussy and boobies and make out naked in the shower and eat each other out and hump each other even tho we just tell everyone we’re friends

I was in a park reading a book, enjoying the weather when I heard a man speaking loudly in an unfamiliar language coming closer to me, which was super distracting from my book. Naturally my eyes gravitate to men’s crotches bc I luv penis but imagine my surprise when an exhibitionist was right in front of me! He was older, wearing sunglasses and a cap w a fat boner practically down to his knee, print painfully obvious in his light blue basketball shorts. I didn’t feel too bad staring because he was facing toward me, standing unusually close. It was so thick, about as thick as my forearm and his chubby yummy head was so visible. My goonette brain imagined touching and kissing all over this grown man pp in front of me but the park was kinda crowded. So now I’m home pressing my rose toy against my button imagining what might have happened if I asked him if I could take a picture… I really wanted to but didn’t want to be rude. When his phone call ended he walked away. Nnnghhh what if he let me touch it and jerk it in a video 😵‍💫🥰 hope he’s jerking as hard as I am about it. I luv how this is my reaction to being flashed ❣️ never hide your pleasure or your penis

Tall muscular men with a good amount of body fat make my goonette parts so happyyyyy. I started watching exclusively men physique shorts on YT so now I get before and after bulking videos which make my stupid little girl brain short circuit. I’ll watch the same video on repeat staring at every inch other their gorgeous bodies. When their bulge is visible my corrupted brain just imagines a thick goon stick going boiiinnnggg between their strong legs nnghh how much longer will it be before I don’t even need Reddit to make rubbies im so weak for dadbods I can’t think 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫