u/blowmyfaceaway

i have a very extreme, intense, burning obsession and addiction with female farts, but I am deathly afraid of having anyone know about it. I’ve spent hundreds of dollars on custom videos and monthly subscriptions to model’s onlyfans and video sharing platforms! I have been on fart reddit for over 12 years now as well! Never once posted! I’ve commented a lot over the years but never ever have posted about my intense feelings about this fetish! I thought it was time to finally get this off my chest!

For a little bit of background… I am a 35 year old man who lives alone and has a somewhat decent job and i’m an artist on the side. I usually create art inspired by flowers and nature. I always name each piece after one of my favorite fart models! I have 6 paintings so far, all named after iconic, incredibly sexy fart queens! I hold them to myself and have never considered selling them, bc it’s time that i have to myself and i don’t think i’d be willing to do that! The other passion I have is hiking…. I always go hiking my nearby state park and I always listen to fart porn on my hikes. On the drive to work, I listen to fart porn! At this point, I don’t think i have enough minutes on Spotify to even have a basic built playlist for me. I’m always constantly listening to fart porn!

My obsession and addiction is evident. Here’s my worry and problem. I’m scared that people are gonna start to notice that something is wrong with me. I can just randomly see a woman and immediately i’m already craving her farts so intensely that I start to sweat! I start to think what they would sound and smell like and even taste like! I’ve had this fetish for 25 years and it’s only gotten worse! I have too many stories of me fantasizing about women’s farts so intensely, that I could never write them all down here or even tell them without being cast out of society for being an extreme pervert.

I’ve only dated one woman. I never told her about my fetish because i would have had a heart attack if she thought i was “gross” or “nasty!” My fear of rejection and no love is also pretty intense! Also if i had told her what my ultimate life goal was, she’d think i wasn’t human! She never agreed with me as well! I was always sweet to her but she always brushed me off and come to find out 6 months in, she was cheating on me and having sex with her brother’s best friend! It was a shit show and i’ve never dated since! I just can’t take anymore of that dating bs! My only major goal in life is to just be a beautiful woman’s fart dump!

So long story short! My ultimate fantasy is and would be viewed as disgusting and vile to a lot of people. I can’t stomach this type of pressure anymore! If anyone is feeling like this please dm me and share your experiences with me! If you have any type of fart fetish experience with a woman please god dm and tell me your stories! I need to live vicariously through you now!