u/bokishabgd

Hi everyone! Locked whiteboi Sissy here, looking to be owned, humiliated, degraded and ruined by a Dom, I'd love to destroy my pathetic white balls for someone who demands it. I love the BNWO, MNWO, feminization, sissification, etc haha. I don't think I'm good enough as a man so I've turned to being a toy for other men who can teach me to be a true sissy and serve a purpose in life :3. To add to the pathetic side, I also love feet! I will plap my balls into oblivion to a picture of feet because that's the most I deserve as a whiteboi, and need to punish myself in order to redeem myself in front of the other superior races. :3

Hiii! 21yo whiteboi sissy from Europe here, having conflicting feelings and frustration rn :3. I've kept myself locked in my flat cage pretty regularly ever since I got into serving the BNWO and made myself psychologically incapable of jerking off, and even getting hard. I only cum from plapping and I do it every day. I've never kissed a girl, never had any sexual contact with a girl and I don't think I ever will.

The only sexual contact I had was with another whiteboi, where he made me lick his feet the entire time, plapped my balls, came on them and sent me home :3. Ever since then I locked myself in my room and my only sexual interaction was plapping to BNWO porn by myself.

Now after some time I feel like I'll never have a proper future with a girl, since I've spent the best years of my life, I destroyed my balls so much, can't cum without plapping them and I'm incapable of seeing any white woman outside a BNWO setting. Don't know how to attract/pull a woman, can't interact with them normally lol. Was never interested.

Any advice on what's the best thing for me to do? :3 Thankss