19 [F4M] chill, down to earth, love art and anime and i like to draw
I don’t really believe what people say right away anymore, I pay attention to how they move instead. Somebody’s habits always reveal more than their words do. The way they react when they’re irritated, the way they carry themselves once they feel comfortable, even how they treat silence tells me a lot. I’m not into forcing energy or trying to rush closeness, I’d rather let everything happen naturally and see what stays real after time passes. I like people who stay genuine without turning every interaction into some performance. You know what I mean?
There are nights where I stop talking so much and just let the whole mood shift around me naturally. When I decide to put the straaapon on, I like making you stay exactly where I want you before anything even begins. I like the feeling of guiding you forward slowly with my hand against your waist, keeping you bent there while I decide how everything’s going to unfold. I like when the tension starts building little by little and you realize I’m not rushing through any part of it, when your breathing changes and your body starts reacting before your mind fully catches up. The whole thing feels close, heavy, and intense in this slow lingering way that stays in your head afterward, especially once you stop trying to stay composed and just let yourself react naturally to me instead. So tell me… are you actually built for that once things stop feeling soft and easy?
I’ve been really into flavors lately that feel smooth but still different enough to stand out… like brownsugarcinnamonicecream, darkraspberrytruffleicecream, mangovanillacreamicecream, and toastedalmondespressoicecream… those have honestly been hitting every single time, I really love these animmmee a lot Mushishi Samurai Champloo Death Parade, and for food I love sushi platter or steak quesadilla and sometimes lobster ravioli.
Ever since my ex cheated, I’ve had a harder time ignoring little signs in people. Small changes in energy stand out to me immediately now, even when I wish they didn’t. Once somebody breaks your trust like that, it changes how you read people afterward. If somebody’s genuine, it stays steady naturally over time. If it’s fake, eventually something slips through no matter how carefully they hide it. So tell me… when things stop being exciting and easy, are you still the same underneath everything?