Hesitant to eat my cum off wife’s body
I’ve been struggling with this for sometime and I know it’s common so I figured I’d ask for help. I can’t get over the post nut clarity to eat my cum off of her, and she’s too submissive to force me to eat it.
Thing is I know I really want to, I’ve eaten my cum many times but only while caged or with a ruined orgasm. If we are having sex my wife doesn’t want me to ruin myself or be locked, which is fine I want her to enjoy us time and not impose my kinks over her wants.
So I’m left with full orgasm and I just stare at it for a solid 10-15 seconds before she wants to go clean up. She’s supportive of me wanting to clean my cum, but she’s just not going to make me.
My wife and I play with chastity, bondage, T&D, and other basic not crazy kinks. She’s not interested in cuckolding which is fine, but since I know I can’t eat another persons cum I’m not sure how to get over this hump.
Any advice on how I can start getting myself to clean her up each time would be amazing thanks. Last post got deleted so trying again, one person said to write a note to wife asking her to cheer me on after I cum so I’m trying that.