u/cant_rell8

In my sexuality journey, shadow work forced me to admit something true: I love being sexually vulnerable, seen, and exposed. That’s why I share my naked body online and feel drawn late at night to perform and post from my lust-filled self-photo shoots. Sometimes, that’s the only place I’m honest — no alpha mask, no politeness, no purity costume. What follows is a story that may or may not be true, about a risk I took for a powerful orgasm.

The first warm days of spring were finally here as a ray of sun came through my window. Shit. I realized I had a haircut scheduled in a little over an hour. It was one of those days you hate to get out of bed. I pulled back the sheet to expose my thick veiny erection. My dick curved upward the lower half of my shaft brown like honey, the upper part pinkish brown like a fleshy rose gold. I wanted to cum right there in bed. I could’ve relieved the pressure then and there. But I liked this delicious feeling. I wanted to savor my horniness. What I didn’t know is how far it would take me that day.

I was 5 minutes late to my barber Tish.

“Ay my bad Tish. I was running a bit behind.” I apologized nearly out of breath. I hate being late.

“No biggie. It’s been a while, so good to see you! Ayden has been asking if I’ve seen you.” Tish responded as she put my cape on and started her clippers. Ayden is Tish’s boyfriend and one of my gym buddies. We lifted together often before my job change. Ayden liked to lift with me because he “wants to look like me someday” as he always says. He introduced me to Tish when my barber left town.

“Yeah I wish I got to see him more often. This job change sucks.” I responded to Tish. And I did want to see Ayden again, but not for the reasons Tish or Ayden might think. We had a lot in common, including approaching our 30s and wanting to stay fit. We would lift weights together, pushing each other, complimenting one another’s evolving physique. Those compliments often continued into the locker room as we undressed down to our underwear and hit the sauna. An occasional “damn bro your legs are really growing” or “sheesh them shoulders look like the death star.” Ayden had no clue I was also admiring his sweaty warm golden brown skin, his tattoo sleeves up both muscular arms, his pink lips and short wavy reddish brown hair. His tatted thick long legs on his 6ft frame. Even his glasses and punk style of dress were trendy and attractive. He was mixed race (black and white) and had to have taken all the best parts of his parents. He always called me a “stud” in a platonic way. But it made my dick pulse and leak a plentiful glaze in my underwear whenever he said it. As my haircut progressed I thought of those sauna sessions. The sweat running down his engorged golden chest and over his brown nipples. His Calvin Klein boxer briefs darkening with moisture forming a tight shape around his resting cock. Wed get out and shower in stalls across from each other before going home. I could sometimes see him through a small gap in the shower curtain. His reddish brown, thick pubes and soft peach toned penis dripping a stream of water running off of his smooth mushroom tip. I wished I could lay under it and drink from that stream.

“You okay? You’re quiet today.” Tish says, pulling me out of the waterfall running over the ridges her boyfriend’s penis head and back into the reality of the barber chair.

“Oh I’m good just tired today.” I responded chucking softly to put her at ease. I was never more thankful for the barber cape covering my shorts as my meat was now a steel horn underneath and pressing against the shorts and the cape. We talked the rest of the time about things I couldn’t care less for. My horny brain was activated and would not be denied.

As I hugged Tish and walked out, my underwear were wet and slick inside from the glaze I left there. My car was a block away due to their parking lot being under construction. It was warm and late in the afternoon just before most got off of work. As I walked, still flashing back to Ayden in that locker room, lotioning his bare tatted legs and well groomed strong feet. The neighborhood was quiet and old. When I thought about it, I never saw anyone outside other than an occasional car speeding by in the 3 months I had gotten haircuts there. I though about what Aydens dick might look like fully erect and frotting against mine. His two toned gold and pink meat sliding against my honey and rose gold. I needed to cum. Then I thought… why not now?

I reasoned with myself not to do it. “You’re outside, you can’t do this. What if someone sees you? This is soo risky.” But every challenge got a lust filled rebuttal from my mind. I look around heart pounding in my chest. Telling myself “ just be quick, keep moving and you’ll be by your car and gone before anyone could react. I give into my impulse, slipping off my sandals, pulling off my shorts and underwear. I picked up my things and continued to walk with them in hand up the side walk, naked from the waist down. My nude muscular bubble butt exposed to the air, switching underneath my t shirt, lightly bouncing with each step. I’m looking around cautiously. 6ft 3in of flesh needing to break free and be seen, by anyone, by everyone. My soft bare size 14 feet, feeling the cold pavement as they get dirty on the soles. My penis semi hard but stiffening upward into full engorgement, as a curving vein protrudes from the underside. Can someone see me? Maybe out their window or further down the street? Are they shocked and offended OR pleasantly surprised to see this tall muscular bronze man completely natural in the open, not hiding his arousal, sharing the parts of him they were curious about anyway.

A few feet from my car, just beyond the sidewalk and curb there’s a hill of grass where the car will block the view of me slightly but not much. I open my car door and put my things inside just in case and remove my top. I’m completely naked from head to toe outside. It feels so free and is such a rush. My milk chocolate nipples feel cool air and harden as I spit on my penis, sit on the hill and begin to jack off. A big muscled caramel mass of man giving into his animal nature for all to see. Legs spread reveling my dark hairy taint to the elements. Dick head is pink with engorgement, squishing in my moistened hand as I go up and down fully exposed to the neighborhood. My soft black pubes shiny in the sunlight.My generous precum mixing with the spit makes an excellent combo. Sliding Up and down my greasy meat. My large hand covering my penis as the grass tickled my exposed ass hole. Wind blowing through my dark curly armpit hairs. I whisper as if an audience is there. And an audience COULD be there unknown to me. “Fuck yes. Look at my penis. Look at my body. Oh fucckkk I’m cumming in froonnnt of everyoonnnne.” I feel my exposed taint spasm inward and my off-white creamy cum flows over my rounded pink head like a volcano. “Look at me cummmninnng.” My toes curled in hard, my legs spread nearly as wide as they would go. The dirty soles of my feet suspended slightly up as toes curl in harder. The muscles in my quads protrude as they tighten. As more warm white cream comes out of me a car speeds up the road. The driver went by too fast to notice me but a young bearded white man in the passenger seat, looking to be in his 20s sees me vulnerable on the hill and I see his eyes widen and lips form into a shocked grin before they completely pass. Luckily the car continues up the road. I hopped up quickly, cum dripping into the grass where I laid, and returnedto my car. Still naked in the driver seat and smearing an icing of my creamy cum on my seat and steering wheel. Pulling down the street in the opposite direction, heart still pounding. What the fuck did I just do?