u/charrllliiiee

Hii so I’ve been up and down the sissy/BNWO pipeline since my teen years. I’d been a super skinny skater boy to femboy & even tried hormones for 2 years! The fem part of me is still there although I’ve fallen into the trap of presenting straight & male. I dated a girl for like a short time & almost had full on sex with her & I’m so glad I didn’t because I don’t think I would be able to live with myself. At this point in my life plapping is sex, I have ED brought on by porn addiction & i truly don’t want anything more than to be a pussy free virgin at 32!! I do want to work out & get more fem again but rn it feels alright to be a chubby loser virgin whiteboi 🙈

I love this community so much & my pride for being a virgin whiteboi has never been greater! I’ve seen some people on here struggling with their love for black men. Tbh for me nothing makes me feel more safe than fantasizing about being owned by a strong black man! My orgasims are incredibly intense when I’m jerking to BBC but even crazier when I’m plapping! There is just something about plapping in a flat chastity cage that penetrative sex can’t compete with! I went from riding my BBC dildos to manly just plapping with them now! & I’ve never been happier! I’ve quit, relapsed & came back a couple times & I’ve done enough self reflection to know I’m built for the BNWO!! It’s more than a fetish in the way that you like what you like. I love black men & interracial couples. I’m not going to pretend I’m straight, I’d never date a girl without knowing she also loves the black race. Really I’d never date a girl but I’m just saying I do not try to hide my attraction for BBC. Love what you love!

Does blacked actually make their dvds? Or are they like knock off type things? I just picked up a couple at my local shop I’m almost surprised they had them? The girl said I have a week to return them if they don’t work so it made me think maybe someone else made them. Not sure but I am sooo happy to have a couple physical blacked dvd cases for my Blacked collection of things! I’ve been trying to get my hands on the 10th anniversary book but I’ve had no luck.