u/corinhorn

I have been married for 26 years and my wife does not like sex. For the first year we had sex once or twice a month. Since then it is more like once a year. This causes me to feel broken as though I have no real worth. To be honest I wonder if I am someone worthy of love. This extends to how I view God as well. When bad things happen I feel as though God hates me even though I know based on Scripture that He does love me.

Does anyone have any advice on this? I feel as though intimacy and self worth are connected after you get married. Am I alone in this thought? I would love to hear other's thoughts on this.