u/cunt_puppy

Im sorry for faiing everyone. I won't fail again

I fucked up. In my defense I got ass fucked so good last night and today I was so wet as soon as I wake up that I couldn't help myself

I was tlsking w some of you and I was send knit porn and fuckkkkkk I was too desperate in sorry. If it makes it better I felt disgusting pathetic and dad sfterwards. SS you know I'm snorgasmic so I didn't came, I just rubbed myself stupid until the frustration and overstimulationhut snd was left feeling useless and like a thrown away the good work of the six days prior.

So as punishment I decided to make it 37 days now, to see if I learn my lesson. Snd even do I really don't feel like it i did pee and drink my pee as I promise (video on twitter( and I will hit myself 23 times for all the days I missed my challenge for.

Are you all very disappointed on me? Please I know I dont even deserve to goond but if you please remind me of how pathetic I am I would feel s little bit better (or worse) about myself.

Showing my cunt but I'm not even wet because I just feel so stupid and sad.

Honestly I think is day 7 but let's say 6 to be sure!

Context: I putted myself on no touch for 30 days so I can go back to being the nastiest whore!!!! The more days I spend wet and unsatisfied the most desperste I get for touch attention and degradation!

What does no touching mean? Basically that my pussy is off limits (to myself). I am an anal whore and k should b stretched way more as I used to be, but I shouldn't be greedy and rub my pussy. Tho watching porn and doing humiliating things is encouraged so I can be wetter each day! yesterday and the day before. Because of family things and the worldcup, I couldn't goon correctly. I did post and have very nasty conversation on here while spending time w my family lol and last night when I went to bed I did have some very heavy sex talks. But nothing more than that.

Today I knew k had more time to play, and tho I had some things in mind that I didn't dare do (eating dog food and gooning in a public bathroom) I did enjoy playing w a banna and actually record myself stuffing it all mushed in my mouth and then use it as lube on my dildo and fuck my ass w it!!!

Im in process of verification in redgifs so I can actually upload the video, but in the meantime, so photos for you

Do you have any ideas to go further in the next days?

Today was a quieter day. Me gooning the last few days got me very behind on my job so I was catching up and distracted. Still was wet all day. Though not really payin attention to it.

When I got home around 7pm tho I saw some of your comments and it's like my pussy woke up. I can't rub of course. That's the rule. But I shouldn't also be distracted from being horny!!! The point of no touching is not not being sexual but actually getting desperate and stupid so I go back to being a bigger whore with less boundaries and in a constant path of generally being worse

So I decided to watch some porn until I was so horny and wet that I was uncomfortable. Some guy w some.... Edgier? Kinks reccomended me luxuretv so I went there. Ironically I ended watching s very famous cnc movie, you've probably seen the gifs many times!! A girls turns 18 and she is gang raped by a bunch of white dudes.

The fun part is the whole movie is actually there!!! So I got to watch an entire hour of a film without touching myself!!! Im gonna keep watching por no but w a banna up my asshole so I feel as stupid as I am

Do you have any ideas for keep gooning tomorrow?

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Hiii so small update in case everyone cares. So first of all, I had a date w my ex-neighbour today. Long story short, he was rather abusive towards me in the past so we have an intermittent thing. I had managed to stay away from him for like 4 months I think and recently went back. A couple of days ago he wrote to me wanting to meet up and we set a date for today, but this was before I went into my no touching challenge

**This story is a story of disappointment. Yes I was abused yes I got pee all over my face yeah I tasted it but it was still a boring date and father short 🫠**

SO!!!! when we decided on meeting he started telling me he was gonna piss in me, and hit me, and ass fuck me. 3 things he knows I love because Ive begged him to many times but he almost never does (he does hit me but pissing on me or fucking my asshole are not his kind of things)

So I was very excited about meeting him today!!! Sooo excited that the first thing I did when I woke up was text him just to be sure we were meeting, and then I stayed on reddit scrolling and talking to some of you. Because I'm on no touching and because all of you sre perverts and because I'm a desperate whore tbh, it was almost impossible for me to get any work done today!!! I literally stayed gooning like an idiot not touching myself for HOURS, talking about how I was gonna get peed on and if he was gonna notice my makes from recent lovers and if he was gonna b harder on me or whatever

I even ass fucked myself and felt extremely guilty of doing so because I was supposed to be tight for him!!!! But I was so desperate 🥺🥺🥺

Around 3 or 4 idk I kinda decided to get some actual work done because you know. I have a job. But first I asked him if he rather me shaved or all natural (he said shaved so no hairs for a couple of days) and took a shower. Theen gooned for like another 30 mins and then got some work done..around 7pm he asked me over

Earlier today we said we were going to discuss a safewords and limits. But of course I got to his place and he undressed and invited me to the shower immediately. I tried talking but he told me to relax and that it was not necessary, which turned out okay but still.

In the bathroom he made me wash him, suck him off and lick his asshole. He couldn't pee at first so he made me lick his feet and when I wasn't looking he managed to pee a bit on my back. I guess he got relaxed then because he could pee on my face then, and in my mouth. I didn't swallow, but I did keep it in my mouth.

He didn't notice my sore and used ass because he went straight to my pussy. But tbh even that was just a few pumps, he then went back to facefucking me and slapping my face

At the end of the day he asked me over to mostly have me suck him off and lick his ass, and then he kinda had to go so he kicked me out and I came home (: I was literally there for 40 min.

And I know that is probably the most boring story ever

But the fact that after all this time, and all my scenes, he still uses me as a blowjob delivery or something is insane to me. Humiliating in the not sexy way. It makes me feel pathetic and stupid. And wet of course

So anyways. Boring story I guess!!! Good part is I didn't touch my pussy not even once!!! Tomorrow I will go to work as soon as I get up because I'm very behind on things, but I will be back home early in the afternoon , so if you have ideas of things I can do to trade myself I will appreciate it!!!!

Hiiii!!!! Yesterday I made a post talking of wanting to come back to public degradation and humiliation and asking for ideas!!! I got a few good ones and decided to start with a good ol rule of no touching my pussy

This was mostly because I know it gets me stupid horny and desperate and I'm always more open to do fucked up things when I'm desperate, so it seem like q good start! I wanted to made kinda of a challenge of this if everyone is interested in reading, and in each post we can discuss in the comments ideas of things I can do to keep degrading myself. Of course than keeping in mind the no touching rule!!!

Considerations: other man are allowed (tho not encouraged) to touch my pussy if they feel like it. I have s couple of sexual partners and clients I keep in touch with, and I can't deny them of using my pussy if they feel like it. But I'm not allowed to rub under no circumstances!!!

Anyways!!! Yesterday after spending all morning talking about the fucked up things I've done and want to do, and as if God himself had sent him to me, a partner I haven't seen in a while but I've known for yesrs, texted me. He wanted to meet, and because we're kind of friends after all this years we decided on dinner (I cooked!!) qnd wine and of course a good fuck

He is a sadist, tho he was always rather tender with me. We meet when I was younger and more shy, so I had to work the courage to ask for heavier and darker things. Last time we meet we talked about a bunch of things he could try on me, but ended up doing none, and just some brutal anal that he's into. He's the first guy who tried fisting my asshole!! He got four fingers in but not the whole fist, tho after the events of last night he mentioned wanting to try again

Anywayyys yesterday!!! I was sucking his cock and he was choking me with it, when he mentioned he liked being kissed all over. I do love some man worship so I did, I started by cock, balls. Asshole, and then his thighs and I asked if he would like me to lick his feet clean, and he said yes to that.

I was kissing his feet while he called me a bunch of degrading names and was so s ok horny!!! I was horny from the morning alr ady and he wa being so cruel and mean to me I couldn't hel myself. So I started rubbing on his feet and leg while sucking his cock and idk I was so horny!!!!!!!!! So I started fucking myself wih his toe first. When he saw I was fucking myself with his foot he went berserk on choking me w his cock it was so so good

But I was still so desperate that I asked for permission to fin de lube and try to actually fuck my pussy with his feet. He was very excited about it and allowed me to!!!!

So I lubed his foot and try getting it all in. Im not gonna lie, I couldn't:( but did get all in until the wide part). St some point he was literally kicking his foot into my pussy as I lied on the flor d es pe rate and humiliated. It was so so good.

He came in my tits and kept going a bit more until he got bored. He tried making me come but I was so sore, my pussy mostly, that I asked him not to

He was very proud that I asked him to do that to me and I'm glad I made him proud!!

Then we went to sleep and thus morning he fucked my asshole very veyr hard and no lube. Honestly both my holes are very sore but if eel proud. I think day 2 of the challenge was rather easy because all the soreness makes it so I didn't want to rub tbh, but I'm looking forward to day 3!!!

What do you think I can do to continue degrade and humiliate myself? I feel like the first day was rather heavy 🤭 or at least it fel like it for me

Rules: no touching my pussy!!! Nothing that compromises my health or safety, and not anything in public. Also no scat, and I'm rather s chicken when it comes to heavy pain. I would probably take it better by the end of the month lol

Note: tomorrow I'm seeing my neighbour!!! He already said he's gonna piss all over me so probably that's enough degradation for tomorrow, but if you have any idea to make it worse or some plans for day 4, you're welcome!

I will share a pic of my sore pussy tho it looks rather normal

Hi! After what it felt like a long hiatus I came back to get humiliated, degraded and being of good use for men. I'm a bit rusty but open to try old and new things. In the past I have

Written in my body

Played w clamps (soft)

Object insertion of all sorts

No touching myself periods

Sharing personal stories of abuse

That it's kinda all I can remember, you can check my profile if you wish.

Im looking for ideas for new posts. My hard limits are aanything that compromises my public life and scat (could do pissplay tho). I do enjoy object insertion but don't know what else I could put in my holes. Also I have a redgif account so I could try some short videos!!

I have a few customers in real life I charge for sex, but I still having figure out how to do it online without exposing personal data so for now everything I do here is free.

I would definitely appreciate your meanest comments to remind myself how worthless I am. Nothing is off limits in that sense. I know I am fat an ugly an love to be reminded of that! But you can degrade me in whatever form you wish

I'm excited to hear your ideas!!! Sharing a pic of my tits to not make this post absolutely useless