i’m looking to encourage myself to rub myself over my pants while alone in shared/public spaces, ex. living room.
i like the framing that it’s a valid normal self-soothing technique and that i should do it more often and do it whenever i’m stressed.
are there any files that are like this?
i prefer audio and need it to be at least somewhat gender neutral
Wondering if there’s a way to spike something with edible stuff without it tasting like it is, or maybe having some kind of gross hemp stuff to make them all taste like that- but the idea is i have a few food items that are identical, or drinks or whatver, and one of them is spiked but the others aren’t. obvi for safety id only eat them on days im not doing anything- but yeah. I like the idea of getting high without knowing
im looking for text hypnosis, would love to do long term at some point but if its just tonight that's fine. cnc and conversational hypnosis is great. i like being made to think things are treue that aren't but not like the sky is blue stuff, stuff having to do with our sessions. conversational is the most important part i think? at any rate bf my brain comepletly disapears- check my pinned post for general interests and more importantly my limits. and always have to say this, no misgendering will be tolorated
i've had this idea for awhile but no one has ever actually done it with me- (not even shitty people??).
i want a tist to delete and edit their messages and tell me to do the same. i also want, or at least encourage doms to message me on alt accounts and pretend to be different people.
These two ideas open up so many avenues for manipulation and gaslighting, and could help with or at least simulate amnesia play (which is something i want to work someday t-t). You might think, well it will say when a message is edited, you'd notice and question it, it would be too obvious- but what if we edit our messages often for arbitrary reasons like correcting spelling mistakes.
You can change our first messages to make it so the other person messaged first. Whether it's by using an alt account or editing our first messages you can pretend to be from where i am, you can pretend to be a sub so i let my guard down and just talk as friends, you can pretend we were talking on and off but your account got banned or you deleted it for personal reasons. By using different accounts you can focus on different kinks and explore different parts of my brain until you know how i tick from all angles. I would obviously never approve of you doing this to ban evade me, that would be manipulative.
By controlling the perception of the conversations we have you have immense power over how i think about our interactions, when i look at our old messages i'll see what you want me to see. You could erase all evidence of triggers you've given me or agreements we've made. i like being manipulated, and if i agree to something, i don't mind not realizing that i did. i know what my limits are so im not worried about it.
There is just so much potential!! Manipulation, amnesia, gaslighting, straight up lying, info gathering!
i wanna say that manipulation is about so much more than lying. It's not about dirty talk or roleplay for me, i like knowing that someone is going to mess with my brain. It seems like some people focus on giving negative emotions with this kind of play, but i'm not into that without discussion. i don't want to be scared or insecure, i wanna have some fun and hopefully find someone to play with long term
I like conversational hypnosis bc it's relaxing and social in a calm way that i don't have to worry about saying the right thing in. i like hypnosis generally bc it gives people so much power over me, basically giving them a key to a part of my mind. i like intox mixed in with this bc it makes that process more intense and is a little easier. It also means that that state is inescapable and anything could be done to me while i'm made vulnerable by it.
Also tip: being able to delete and edit messages is a setting, so if it's not there, go find it and turn it on. i'm pretty sure it's specific to each chat
My main limit is feminization and my main kinks are hypno and intox. i have a post pinned with my kinks and limits for more info on the kind of thing i like. Also wanna note that although i like info gathering, i do not like exposure or blackmail or anything that would induce anxiety of the like
i finally got my new toy to fit inside me today. It's a heavy metal ball and i feel a deep urge in me to keep it inside me until it falls out, (if it doesn't by bedtime I'm gonna push it out), and when it does, i want to fuck myself with my dildo i never used bc i don't like hard toys and it's a bit big for me. And i have an intense desire NOT to cum from this. For some reason i feel like thats the way it's supposed to be. idk maybe i went into subspace/trance as soon as my body sucked in my toy.
i wanna relax with a new, or old, (if you wanna pretend, I'll go along), friend while i smoke a bit. Have my mind melted with conversational hypnosis and weed, have them manipulate me, gaslight me, take advantage of my weak brain, dumb me down, and if they want, make me get just a little too high (but not too high before i go to sleep!! and if i get too high you have to take care of me!!!)
You are more than welcome to use alt accounts and pretend to be different people, and I would go absolutely crazy for you deleting or editing your messages and telling me to do the same, as a tool for manipulation/gaslighting etc etc
I have some edible shots and a two mystery carts for my vape (idk which is cbd heavy and which is thc heavy unfortunately). I will NOT be drinking tonight.
Main limit is feminization. Misgendering will not be tolerated.
You can see more about my general interests and limits on my pinned post. i might need to update it a bit.
Not looking for horny talk, which I feel like I have to say based on the other advice and discussion posts :/
I can see an aspect of this kink as not only being dumb but being perceived as dumb. I’m curious because I think the internal experience of feeling dumb and the external experience, ie perception of others, probably looks different in some ways. I think it would be hot to act dumb for strangers, and I don’t think a bimbo act would come across as genuine, and I want it to seem genuine. So lowcut tops and giggling aren’t valid answers here.
What does dumb look like to you? What things would you overtly or subtly change?
I’m honestly not even sure where to start with this question. I think if we take this seriously it could be really beneficial as a guide to actually becoming dumb, not just roleplay
I’ve been in and out of the hypno community for several years, (probably over 5?), and the community has always had a good portion of women and sissies. It was inconvenient but it wasn’t unexpected since gender roles are- well a thing.
Hypnotube is almost entirely sissy/trans and bbc raceplay related. But I’m an outsider to that site, not gonna expect them to be fore me.
There are lots of files around the internet that *arent* super gendered in the way that bimbo/sissy stuff is, -(I’m going to define that here, for simplicity, as gender roles, sexualized homophobia, and patriarchy stuff, not pronouns or body parts, (and to be clear, I don’t care even a little bit what kinks people have/practice))- That’s awesome, and I’m thankful there is stuff out there that I can use even if not all of it is made for someone like me.
The problem, (at least the problem for me), is the reddit space, which is where I like to scroll for porn (for better or for worse). Maybe this is just me complaining about r/TheFlickerHypno, but I think it’s in other reddits too, (not so much this one).
I’m not sure how many spaces there are for this category of subject/reddit, (BS, Bimbo, Sissy, etc), but a friend offhandedly said “like 3”, so I’ll lowball it and say 2. I know this is egocentric, but it feels really unfair that a place which had highly gendered stuff maybe maybe 1/4 of the time, and was usually titled with something you could make an inference about, now feels as if it’s almost every post. That includes stuff like “Good girl,” which was there sometimes but it was usually “good toy,” or “slut”; Things that I could feel comfortable watching without getting torn out of it. (Not to mention the untagged use of BS triggers hidden in the gifs they post!!)
I’m not writing in a very well structured way, but my essay style conclusion is-
It feels unfair, because they already have spaces of their own, and they’ve oversaturated a community with a wide array of interests, and because any other kink doing that in this community would probably be told to make their own space.
I’m not saying they shouldn’t be included at all… I just wish that they didn’t take up so much space.