The eroticism of wearing
For a long time (maybe the last 3 years?) I thought that diapers were a tool to make me feel little. Today though, I was thinking about the times I truly reached little space, and I realized I was either not wearing a diaper, or the diaper was incidental. My most visceral diaper moments, however, were almost all sexual in nature.
When I think of wearing diapers, I feel a heat more often then a regression. I think about softness and warmth combined with bondage and control. When I put on a diaper, it is always with the desire to be wet in more ways than one. It's always accompanied with sex toys and vibrators, with a need to feel pleasure.
I think it was easier to admit to myself liking diapers for little space. But when I tried that with other people, it just didn't work that way. The feeling of wearing a diaper is erotic for me, and it feels almost a relief to admit that.