u/dad-into-things

39, dad. A month ago my wife was traveling for work. I drank a bit & passed out. I woke to the best blowjob i've ever had. I didn't fully wake up until I had nutted & just like that, out cold. Morning after, flashbulb memories of the blowjob. Thought I dreamed it. It hit me later that day. BJ was real & the only other person in the house is my son. I was shook - still am. I don't know what to do now though because he did it again the next night and many nights since then. I pretend to sleep through them - I do a lot of yoga so I can cum without twitching a muscle in my body. I've been letting this go on and I'm so ashamed and now terrified. No idea how to handle it. And yes - he does it when his mom is snoring in bed next to me. It's incredible, disturbing, but being honest I've never nutted so hard so fast. I can't figure out why this turns me on so much. I don't even know if I could bring myself to tell a therapist.