u/dannystragedy

My girl of two years left me. Im smoking some side, she’s never used any drugs. I think I bought it just to spite. I haven’t used since October I think. I don’t know why I chose to do this. We’re both younger than twenty, had to mature a lot together. I’ve had issues with the family, had the opportunity to show growth and I have so much value for her and the family.
I’m feeling guilty about jerking off and watching porn. Haven’t looked at our videos, that would make me feel really bad. I just went to the gym , I feel sweaty and unloved. I’m sure this post is a little silly