u/detail7788

Male in my mid 30s, basically due to a combination of several circumstances, I am just not able to attract any women to that level or anything beyond

I go on the apps and message and swipe on hundreds of women, wishing I could maybe even just have a normal interesting conversation but even that is asking too much apparently as I dont get any interest or replies

Unfortunately my sex drive is also very very high which doesn't help, so I resort to satisfying these urges with a lot of amateur porn (I'm not really into the commercial stuff as much), it's sort of life living vicariously through the video

I've been told that's not healthy but if there's no alternative to it then what?