u/dis-123

32m Indian Married. Never done it with a guy before but want to explore. Whether its being top or bottom. But want to message and share pics first. Cant host but can travel

I feel like I only get off when Im in a forced situation and Idk if its cause my first time was like that. Feel like I can't get off in a normal hookup way if that makes sense

Im a 32 year old Indian, married for over 5 years. Over the last few months, I have found myself watching gay porn and jerking off to it always, so much so, regular porn never does anything. I met a guy on reddit and later we began talking on snapchat. He was in a similar situation to me. We began chatting, shared nudes and later decided to meet up at his house when his wife was away. I wanted to walk away, but maybe it was the horniess. I went to his place. Initially it was awkward as fuck and I had made it clear to him I'm not keen on kissing and part from cleaning myself prior never did anything.

He asked me to get undressed which I did. I felt embarrassed but was unbelievably horny. He got undressed and he pushed me to my knee. I initially began lightly licking his cock which soon proceeded into a full blow job. I always thought I would hate it, but here I was loving it and even getting into a rhythm.

Soon after we got on the bed and I was on all 4s. When he entered into me, the pain was unbearable that I was screaming into a pillow. But to his credit, he was slow and gentle and soon I loved the feeling. We later changed positions and I was on top this time. To my shock Im pretty sure I remember twerking on his cock as well. After he came on me I remember locking down and seeing some poop. He was nice about it and didnt make me feel bad.

He went to shower and asked if I wanted to join, the horniess didnt die down and I did. However while I was cleaning myself with him, he again pushed me down and I began giving him another blowjob. Now, out of nowhere he holds my hands and starts pissing in my mouth. But here where I was shocked, I took his hand away, held his cock and started gulping down the piss, enjoying it every single minute.

Soon after I got dressed and left. My life has undoubtedly changed. I share nudes to randoms waiting for compliments. I love this feeling but also hate it.

If anyone wants dm chey

Curious and want to try getting fucked for the first time. Hoping to snap with someone in a similar situation