Round 2
Purchased a wand online. While it's coming, I'm continuing with my dildo.
I've found out that instead of thrusting I can move it laterally or circularly, like I'm stirring tea. This way I can stretch while minimizing friction, and it feels even better!
Have been doing it nearly all day, helping myself with nipple rubbing, having 30 minutes breaks when my butt started to get sore. No holy grail orgasm achieved, but the process itself feels great.
At the end of the day I was shaking of being tired, my whole bed soaked with lube and sweat, I've stopped leaking precum and pleasure changed to irritation. Also I guess I was rubbing my bladder as well, because I was constantly feeling like I want to pee, and peeing was hurting a little bit. Like I'm full of sand.
I've clearly overdone it, but I have zero willpower, so I was doing it until I absolutely couldn't anymore. Then I'd have to cum, because if I didn't I'd continue anyway and traumatize myself.
So I've finished with dildo in my butt, like the last time. And like the last time I've got the same thing, super-T, I guess? Long and intense penile orgasm, a lot of involuntary contractions after, without any pleasure, for half an hour. And shortly after I was horny again. Ejaculated second time to be able to sleep instead of grabbing my dildo again.
This thing is already addictive as fuck, and I didn't even get to my first prostate orgasm yet.