u/dontfucking_stop

you can read my last post for context

So I still haven’t unblocked my friend, but she did send me a message on an alternate account saying she’s mad though she didn’t seem like she hates me, it was more of like a desperate attempt at my attention and it was working but…. I instantly blocked the account because I was afraid my girlfriend would see it since I was with her that day.

Things with my girlfriend are a bit rocky. We haven’t broken up and it doesn’t seem like we will. She honestly does seems to want to work through it, but shes is having a hard time and it’s made me not unblock my friend and tell her everything

However, the urge is stronger than ever and I’m jerking off daily to videos, audios or anything I can find about cheating even going with the other sluts that I’ve talked to before on Snapchat discord or telegram just jerking off every day too women that aren’t my girlfriend and I get so fucking excited. I dont ever want to stop.

A couple minutes ago, I went to Snapchat and just decided to look up my friend’s name to see if I could find her and I could.
it was so tempting to just unblock her right there and then and message her, i know she’d be happy and i know she wants me still. trust i just know.
but thinking about my girlfriend stops me, but I don’t want it to stop me. I want to do it. I want to unblock her. I want her to see that, I just need to fuck her that I don’t care about having my girlfriend or my relationship, that I need the excitement that she brings.

I’m too deep into trying to be “good” for my girlfriend and I really need some encouragement on cheating cause I want it so bad. My dick hurts every day and not once hasn’t been thinking about my girlfriend.

it’s so hard to decide, help

you can read my last post for context

So I still haven’t unblocked my friend, but she did send me a message on an alternate account saying she’s mad though she didn’t seem like she hates me, it was more of like a desperate attempt at my attention and it was working but…. I instantly blocked the account because I was afraid my girlfriend would see it since I was with her that day.

Things with my girlfriend are a bit rocky. We haven’t broken up and it doesn’t seem like we will. She honestly does seems to want to work through it, but shes is having a hard time and it’s made me not unblock my friend and tell her everything

However, the urge is stronger than ever and I’m jerking off daily to videos, audios or anything I can find about cheating even going with the other sluts that I’ve talked to before on Snapchat discord or telegram just jerking off every day too women that aren’t my girlfriend and I get so fucking excited. I dont ever want to stop.

A couple minutes ago, I went to Snapchat and just decided to look up my friend’s name to see if I could find her and I could.
it was so tempting to just unblock her right there and then and message her, i know she’d be happy and i know she wants me still. trust i just know.
but thinking about my girlfriend stops me, but I don’t want it to stop me. I want to do it. I want to unblock her. I want her to see that, I just need to fuck her that I don’t care about having my girlfriend or my relationship, that I need the excitement that she brings.

I’m too deep into trying to be “good” for my girlfriend and I really need some encouragement on cheating cause I want it so bad. My dick hurts every day and not once hasn’t been thinking about my girlfriend.

it’s so hard to decide, help

Me (22M) and my girlfriend (22F) have been together for 6 years. Throughout those 6 years, I’ve always texted women online and sent nudes because I find it very exciting and very hot. I have a huge cheating kink which she used to have, but around the two-year mark, she stopped mentioning it. I kept having those fantasies, so I kept cheating on her but only online.

A couple of times I got close to doing something at a party or meeting up with someone, but I never got around to fully committing because of the fear of being caught.

However, there is a friend involved who has only met my girlfriend once. This friend lives in a different country, but we regularly call each other. Over the past month, late-night calls became more frequent, and my friend began to express how much she kissed me and wanted to see me etc… and she knows i have a gf so she wants me to cheat. This led to her sending me a photo of her in lingerie and a night spent talking on the phone with her saying she’ll do anything o ask and she wishes i was there etc…

that night while talking i couldn’t help touching myself and i could hear her moan a little while i sweet talked her

A week ago, my girlfriend discovered a message on my phone. The last thing my friend sent me was that she wanted to fuck, and on insta she sent me another foto of her in lingerie but that one my gf didn’t see, she just saw the text which i didn’t answer to it but it was enough to put the relationship on the verge of ending. In response, my friend was blocked and deleted in front of my girlfriend.

However, the last message that my gf didn’t see was that picture and fuck she looked so hot and so ready for me to fuck her. Currently shes blocked but, there is a strong urge to unblock her and explain the situation or continue the mood by just finally sending her a nude foto even though we’ve had days of not talking.

i mean she must know why she’s blocked rn right?

i kinda want my friend yo just answer and encourage continuing to cheat and for her to tell to just be more careful. At the same time,i do have a little bit of fear about the consequences of unblocking her.

The situation is complicated by the fact that my friend mentioned visiting in September with her saying that she wanted to see me irl and all that. and fuck me i really wanna unblock and text her.

thoughts? i really wanna cheat