u/dragon-holes

Hello, I know that’s not a very easy topic to navigate through, but I really need it, only reliable materials please, if it’s not allowed to talk about it publicly please dm me and we’ll find a different place. I’m begging you, share your knowledge with me

Hello I’m here today asking regarding help with keeping structure and the introduction of a new stretching routine in my days, but first a bit of context:

I’m 21F from uk, and my goals are to prolapse and wreck my pussy (only for now), I’ve been stretching for some months and I was able to accomplish some minor goals of mine like fisting myself, starting to fit some moderately big things in myself and feeling my walls puffy (I can see them if I spread with my fingers), especially after stretching. But I’m looking forward to make this more noticeable and develop a bigger, more permanent gape, develop incontinence as a side effect and more, due to stretching without practicing kegels (my personal choice).

I play alone, and everything I do is by myself (not looking for play partner), I own some toys like: inflatable plug, a 1.5” thick plug and a 3.2” one (that I’m still working on fitting), a 4” thick dildo (that I’m working on fitting) and a regular sized one, pussy and nipple pumps (not relevant for stretching I guess).

Routine speaking now, the focal part: I tried to keep myself plugged with around 6 hours every day with my smaller plug but it’s starting to not feel like a challenge anymore, thought this didn’t give me the gape and result I was looking for, and I can’t use the bigger one yet, then I also try to push out my inflatable during the nights I can around 30 times between the 15-20 pumps. However sometimes I struggle to get things done and I’d like to fix that and build some more discipline and motivation. I thought also about a new routine that includes 30 pushes in the afternoon (to replace plugging) and 50 at night instead of the plugging time, but I think I need more suggestions and help to create a better structure/routine in order to grow and being able to at least start to use my new bigger plug, and being able to figure out the best way to reach my goals, which I know are pretty extreme and can be considered unsafe, but I’m aware of that. I’d love to hear from you and what you can give me. Ideas, personal experiences, ways to build more discipline and being more consistent with stretching, maybe punishments for when I can’t make things done, everything is welcome, feel free to reach out in the comments.

EXTRA NOTE: that’s not related to stretching my hole but maybe some people have experience regarding this, I’d like to stretch my clit and pussy lips, basically everything that is hanging down there, but I have zero experience about this, and I couldn’t find sources online, if anyone knows something I’m down for a chat in the comments and figure out how to proceed, sorry for the long yap, see you soon :)

Hello I’m here in need of help finding new toys to stretch myself with, I’m currently using a 2 inch/5 cm thick plug and now it goes in very smoothly, and I can keep it in for several hours with no problems. I’m looking over Amazon for a discretion kind of thing, if you also know other discreet websites it’s okay so, but I prefer Amazon, also I’m located in uk and my maximum budget is around 25 pounds. Hope to find some help ^^