30 [F4M] #online | Soft, playful sub seeking mentor/teacher dynamic
Oh hi there, I’m Emily ♡
I’m EST, online only, and I usually do best with EU time zones. I’m looking for a male Dominant around 30–40 yrs with mentor/teacher energy. You know, the type who can make “drink your water, finish your tasks, and tell me when it’s done” sound deeply unfair.
Tiny confession before we go any further: I’m trying (again) to find my footing after a long time spent talking with one person I was (am?) very comfortable with. I have attempted this multiple times. I have been open. I have been hopeful. I have also, unfortunately, failed repeatedly to find someone who I have that natural, addicting chemistry with.
It’s very possible I’ve been ruined forever.
Still reading? Hm. Interesting choice.
I’m looking for structure, guidance, tasks, rules, check-ins, and that very specific balance of “patient enough to teach me” and “firm enough that I suddenly remember how to sit up straight.”
As a sub, I’m eager to please, a lil shy at first perhaps, and needy. Like…very needy (oops). Basically, I like earning attention and approval. I like feeling wanted without feeling like it was too easy. Your pleasure is my pleasure, and I want to be very into someone (probably embarrassingly so) while they stay calm, composed, attentive, and just hard enough to impress that I want to try even harder.
Ummm, I think that's it ugh.
Hard limits: scat, blood, permanent marks/modification, and anything cold, careless, or unsafe pretending to be dominance.