lowkey been spending way too much time laying on the floor with my headphones on lately 😭 just letting Victoria Monét and PARTYNEXTDOOR play while i stare at the ceiling doing absolutely nothing productive

i feel like people always show who they are in tiny moments. the way somebody acts when they’re irritated, how they handle silence, even how fast their energy changes once things stop feeling exciting. i notice all of it now without even trying

and yeah if the straaapon comes out i’m definitely making everything feel slower on purpose lol. i like when somebody starts getting impatient while i keep pulling them back against me and making them stay right there while every second starts feeling heavier for them 😭

also i can’t stop thinking about toastedmaplecoconuticecream and darkraspberryespressoicecream lately for some reason

i really love Mushishi and Paranoia Agent. food is usually spicy tuna sushi, birria tacos, or seafood pasta

ever since getting cheateedd i swear i catch weird little shifts in people almost instantly now and once i notice it my whole mood changes after that

ngl i’ve been avoiding everybody a little lately and just sitting in my room listening to Sabrina Claudio with the lights off 😭

also whoever invented blackberrymapleicecream deserves an award because i cannot stop buying it

i still love Ergo Proxy way too much honestly. probably one of the few shows i never get tired of rewatching

and yeah if the straaapon comes out i’m definitely making somebody work for every little reaction lol. i like when they start getting frustrated because i keep dragging the moment out and won’t let them rush anything 😭

getting cheateedd really made me pay attention to weird little details in people way more than before. now i can usually tell when somebody’s energy changes almost immediately

my toxic trait is saying “one more song” and then suddenly it’s almost morning with Brent Faiyaz still playing 😭

also i swear darkespressohazelnuticecream might actually fix bad moods because why have i been craving it every night lately

food lately has basically just been shrimp tacos, random noodles, and whatever sounds good at unhealthy hours

and yeah if the straaapon comes out i already know somebody’s gonna start folding once i keep slowing everything down and pulling them back every time they try to move 😭 i like when all that confidence slowly disappears

ever since getting cheateedd i notice tiny things immediately now. weird distance, dry energy, random switches in attention… once i see it the whole vibe changes for me after that

i’ve been taking random late night drives lately with no destination at all 😭 just windows down listening to Sabrina Claudio and Giveon while the roads are empty and quiet

i swear people always expose themselves through the smallest habits. the way somebody texts different when their mood changes, how they act once they get too comfortable, even little shifts in attention… all of it stands out to me way faster now than it used to

and yeah if the straaapon comes out i already know i’m gonna keep somebody right where i want them while the tension slowly keeps building 😭 i like when they start off confident and slowly lose that attitude because i keep dragging the moment out longer and longer while every reaction gets stronger

also i can’t stop buying honeypeachvanillaicecream and darkespressohazelnuticecream lately for some reason

i really love Cowboy Bebop and Samurai Champloo. food is usually spicy tuna sushi, shrimp tacos, or seafood pasta at random hours

ever since getting cheateedd i notice tiny switches in people almost immediately now. once somebody starts moving weird or distant it’s hard for me not to catch it right away

been staying up way too late scrolling through old pictures and replaying Jhené Aiko and Bryson Tiller lately 😭 somehow nights always feel longer when my room is quiet like this

i honestly think silence tells me more about somebody than anything else now. the little pauses, random coldness, how somebody acts once they stop trying to impress you… all that stuff stands out to me immediately without me even looking for it

and yeah if the straaapon comes out i already know i’m dragging the whole thing out lol. i like keeping somebody bent forward with my hand against their lower back while they slowly stop acting tough because every second keeps building more tension the longer i keep them there 😭

also blackberrychaiicecream and darkvanillacaramelicecream have seriously been carrying my mood recently

i really love Ergo Proxy and Death Parade. food is usually sushi platter, carne asada fries, or garlic butter pasta depending on the day

getting cheateedd honestly made me way more aware of tiny changes in people. eventually everybody slips somehow and once i notice it i can’t really look at them the same after that

lowkey been spending way too much time laying across my bed with the lights off just listening to SZA and Leon Thomas while my phone stays on do not disturb 😭 nights feel weirdly peaceful when nobody’s bothering me

i think the smallest things change how i see somebody now. little pauses in conversation, random coldness, how somebody acts once they stop trying to impress you… all of that tells me way more than whatever they’re actually saying out loud

and yeah if the straaapon comes out i already know i’m taking my sweet time lol. i like keeping somebody right there with my hand against their lower back while they slowly stop acting tough because every second keeps building more tension the longer i keep them waiting 😭

also i swear blackberryvanillachaiicecream and honeymaplecoconuticecream have been fixing my mood lately for no reason

i really love Mushishi and Death Parade. food is usually sushi platter, shrimp tacos, or garlic butter noodles depending on the day

ever since getting cheateedd i swear i notice weird little changes in people almost immediately now. once somebody starts acting distant or off the whole vibe changes for me after that