spent so long telling myself i don’t need to be submissive that i can’t anymore

i’m currently dating someone who is vanilla , they are awesome in every other regard and have given me permission to see other people if i need to fulfill my kinky side but instead i told myself i don’t need it over and over until i stopped accidentally falling in to subspace and now i couldn’t get there even if i really tried . i mentioned this to an online friend that knows me and they encouraged me to try my luck here . i’m open to anything :3

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u/engliehnered — 1 day ago