Needing advice - assaulted by a client
hi everyone, i need some advice on how to act happy with clients again.
About 2 weeks ago, i had a client force anal with me. the client was well aware that i don’t offer this service and still attempted to do it with me after being told no multiple times. After this occurred i can’t even pretend to enjoy seeing clients anymore, normally im enthusiastic and devote the entire time to attending to clients needs but i just can’t do it. i received maybe 2-3 complaints since the initial incident occurred where the client felt like i wasn’t super into it with them and im trying my hardest but i feel so scared that every client is going to pull the same thing the guy did and it’s leading to me psyching myself out and in turn giving the client im with a pretty subpar experience. this isn’t the first time ive had clients do dodgy stuff but its the first time someone has broken hard boundaries.
I want to enjoy it again and being genuinely happy to work but i just can’t figure out what i should do. i’m already speaking with a psychologist about other stuff and this as well but nothing is improving my mood and willingness to work. is a break for me what is required?