Trying to say goodbye
I feel like its time I break things off with my Master. She keeps saying sweet things to me, but it hasn't gone anywhere. My birthday was last week, it wasnt such a great day, and she didn't message me at all which made it sting a little bit more. She hit me up the next day with a "happy late birthday sorry i forgot to send" kind of text. God forbid if she forget her primary's birthday though. We went out that day for lunch. She had a bit to vent about on her side, some not so good stuff happening. I usually don't mind, Im always there for her. My mind kept wandering. She talked about her primary partner too, which made me even more uninterested. I'm used to being talked over and interrupted, but come the fuck on. I've had enough. I love her and try to be there as much as I can, but I feel like I'm just going through the motions. She knows she would still have me as a great friend, bestie tier. But I don' think I can keep going. I need to find a way to let her go, if not snap some sense into her. But at this point, it feels like it's going nowhere. I'm so close to safewording and ending this whole thing.