I wonder if there’s something like an official phase model or progression that describes how someone becomes fully addicted to the weight gain kink.
For me, it started in my teens with padding — secretly stuffing clothes to simulate a bigger body. Then I discovered fat admiration (FA) for women, which eventually evolved into an unfulfilled dream of being a dedicated feeder with my own feedee. Over time, that fantasy shifted inward, and I became a gainer myself — someone who’s now constantly trying to stuff his face as much as possible.
I’ve reached the point where, during pretty much every waking moment, I’m thinking about what’s the most fattening option available. When I look at a menu, I don’t choose dishes based on taste, price, or even preference anymore — I choose them purely by how calorie-dense and weight-gain-friendly they are. Every decision revolves around maximizing calories, fat, and carbs. It’s become an all-consuming obsession that influences what I buy at the grocery store, how I plan my days, and even how I fantasize at night.
Will there be a further escalation — what do I have to expect next?
I'm a little worried.