u/fieldonthefield

The last few months have been a rough go as far as things in my life. I figured somehow my mind pushed everything back so that I could cope and deal with the stresses in my life at the time. The last month things in my life have pretty much returned to normal but the thoughts, the urges, the needs, they've remained dormant.

I miss the feelings in a way though I do feel more at peace and relaxed at times. I've tried going back to some of my previous triggers yet nothing. Maybe I should just accept it