u/finessence_

I hate how I allowed you to do that to me. I hate myself for believing your words and assurances that we were going somewhere.

It’s been 3 months since I blocked you, yet somehow I still keep looking for traces of you through our mutuals and your friends. I subconsciously scan crowds for you whenever I go out.

I can still smell your perfume, your car scent, you. The last time we saw each other, you told me I was pretty, and that moment keeps replaying in my mind like an old CD stuck on loop. You keep appearing in my dreams. I hate you, sure. but why do I still keep thinking about you?