u/flowerydishes

I’m [19f] in a d/s relationship with a guy [26m] who lives kinda far away. We mostly do things online cuz I have school & he has work. It’s my first so as an inexperienced person, I feel like I’m not doing that well w him. He’s very nice and caring to me. I haven’t even been in a romantic relationship before so it just feels so weird getting that affection from someone who doesn’t like me romantically. It all makes it worse because we barely meet and I have to do everything when it’s online. I feel like I’ll be a burden because of how I feel about all this if I do this longer. But I also would feel bad because he’s so nice to me and me just leaving it might make him feel bad.