u/got_gayed_hard

I don't know, I've been having fantasies of going in public in lingerie and wearing my sissy accessories.

It feels terribly hot for me, and I've been having so much fun when my bf controls my buttplug in public.

I kinda wanna try the short skirt + caged outfit and walk outside a little, however it might be kinda embarrassing to get caught or downright get the cops called on me.

Any tips to safely give it a try? I've been thinking about doing a short walk at night, like midnight and walk around in a short skirt and talking some pics.

Is this a worthwhile thing to explore?

So yeah, I'm pretty much fucked up and well, it's official, I got addicted.

Don't worry about me however, I knew about what was waiting for me when I gave into my fetish and knew the risk of getting hooked and addicted were there. I started around 2 ish months ago and it grew on me kinda quickly. I felt that my fate was sealed during my second pack because felt like needing a cigarette randomly during the evening and by my third pack smoking one when I got home became a must or I would get that weird internal itch that didn't go away.

I won't say I'm a massive smoker, I'm like 2-3 a day and rarely go beyond those numbers, but no matter what I gotta have one in the afternoon.

The boyfriend kinda got pissed I started but he started finding it sexy that I smoke after he's done cumming inside me. Still can't smoke in his apartment tho, but I respect this.

So yeah, I'm so surprised that I felt the addiction come so quickly. Kinda gotta say that I was in the idea of starting and wasn't really reluctant. But what's funnier is that I buy my cigs so casually now. I remember my heart racing buying my first pack. Was such a clown.

However I feel like something heavy is gone from me. I always had a smoking fetish and always wanted to try, glad I did and yeah its pretty awesome.

Was imagining something sexy to do. So essentially I cum on my bfs dick and use it as lube to slide it inside me....

So I decided to try it yesterday. I was messing with my vibrating dildo as foreplay, I told him to lay down, stroke my clitty to get me closer and came on his dick. He was rock hard so I pulled out my vibrator and sat on his dick.

I figured cumming would bring me down, but no. I was enjoying him so much and he was pretty stoked about it but told me "such a fucking slut" while grabbing my hips.

There were other things he called me when he flipped me over to pronebone me, but I will definitely get banned if I list them. But hey, there was a good amount of "good girl" or "dirty whore" while he was on top of me. Kinda started begging he cums inside me too. I mean, I knew whatever I say he wouldn't pullout of me with the mood we were on lmao.

So yeah, came and wanted to continue getting fucked. PNC is so gone.

We started messing with some FreeUse and CNC stuff recently to see how far we can go until we aren't comfy with what's going on and yesterday he texted me that he's gonna (TW here, please....) R me when he comes home.

We really started going no filter on our language tbh, and I personally like it with him as it makes me feel so wanted. I really don't think I would let anyone else handle me like this, but with him, it's a wanted trait for me lol.

I prepped myself, crop top, booty shorts and thigh highs as he likes them and 2 hrs after his message, he was at my place. He really didn't waste time as he grabbed my head and started kissing me, like with such force and so aggressively.

He unzipped and ordered me to start sucking him but the real fun started when he dragged me to the bed and pinned me from the back. He lubed me, called me extremely offensive names and started proneboning me. I was saying "No", "Stop" and trying to get away from him but in fact I was in heaven. We do have safewords and safe signals, and "No" is definitely not a stopping word for me.

We switched position and he dragged me down on the floor. He lifted my butt up and started fingering me and really, like REALLY messing with my spot and I couldn't hold my orgasm lol.

I was just too horny and he was giving me what I seriously needed after this rough week tbh. I think he wanted to blow some steam too and nothing better than using your girl as a cock sleeve (he called me cock sleeve yeah, it did so many things on me).

He the dragged me up on my knees and my thigh highs were literally soaked with my cum lol, he made me open my mouth and made me blow him. This was this moment I probably broke as everything after this became hazy in my memories because I was just too horny.

But I remember he pulled out his cock from my mouth and I just started begging he put it back inside, and did my famous ahegao face. It was back in and everything after this was just blurry in my mind but I knew he came on my face and kissed me so hard.

He lifted me up from the floor and placed me on the bed because when I got back to my senses, he was cleaning my face with a hand towel. We cuddled for over 10 mins and asked me if I was ok and if he hurt me. I didn't have energy to reply lol and he kept kissing my forehead.

Shower, he changed my bedsheets and this was when I could utter some words. Dinner was on him, because he just used me and I think it's a fair price to pay after the number he did on me. We had lasagna from my fav Italian place.

I once though that getting roughed wasn't my vibe, but honestly I absolutely love it but yeah, it did take some training to take cock like this lol. I wouldn't have done this when I was just started to bottom.

Turns out my man wanted to explore some orgasm torture and denial on me and after a long talk, we planned to do it. However, I always wanted to try a little bondage (and by this I mean tied up really tight) so we decided to try both at once.

Yesterday was a free day, we both didn't have classes and had all supplies ready and I did a really deep cleanse after a pretty fiber heavy diet. New bedsheets with the vynil backing and after ordering pizza at noon to not have to cook at night, we started.

I was obviously caged and tied my hands to the bedpost and blindfolded me. We have a clicker for safe signaling as I asked to be gagged at one point. 1 click I was close to cumming, 2 clicks caution and more clicks were total stop. I was fucked, penetrated by toys, messed with a vibrator on my caged clitty and edged for over an hour. It might look awful, but believe me, I was enjoying each of it so much, and the amount of dirty names (I won't really go into details for this one... because) just make things too good.

I had I think 6 close calls and leaked a little. At each close calls, we stopped and started again once I signaled it. On the 7th I couldn't hold it anymore and started cumming while he had a vibrator inside me. That's the funniest part, I actually felt myself cumming like crazy, even with my cage I shoot cum so hard that a little reached his face. My legs were absolutely shaking and if my gagball wasn't on I would have been full ahegao slut style with the eye roll all the way in my skull. It felt that good.

Plus he didn't help as his cock was inside me me again and riding the orgasm high while getting fucked just made my mind blank. I clicked twice to for him to remove my gagball and just begged. Mind you I was still tied and blindfolded but it was kinda mindfucking how things felt.

It's something I highly recommend people trying. I've never edged myself so much and the orgasm is just so rewarding.

Right now, I'm already planning to make him feel that and I think tying him up and using my ass to edge him would be a very interesting thing to experience.

The post sex shower was so sensual too. That deep orgasm absolutely did things on me. It's really rare that I get such an orgasm. It was intense, but in a different way where it shook me up to the core.

I never wore a sundress out before and I was gifted one recently. It's a cute floral pattern on a black background that's around kneeish length and thin shoulder straps.

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My man and I decided to have a day out and I said why not wear it as the sun was out and the temps were rising. I immediately understood the craze behind them. They are so cute and very practical for a hot day. Every little breeze catches it and it's simultaneously the most freeing and most feminine feeling. It's lightweight, it's pretty, it's practical for the heat, and it just looks so good. I kept catching glimpses of myself in shop windows and genuinely smiling.

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So for the reference, I wore my pink cage and a cute tight pair of black thongs what it and it really added to the overall experience. Plus the colour contrast was absolutely terrific.

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I may have taken advantage of the dress situation whenever we were alone. A little skirt lift here and there to show him exactly what was underneath. I wasn't getting nearly enough attention and I wanted more of it. It worked. He couldn't keep his hands off me in the car on the way home and being a good girl (his words), I gave him some nice sloppy road head. He didn't go easy on my ass when we got home.

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I'm definitely planning on getting some more dresses as they are simply amazing and so light to wear. I don't understand how they can look so decent yet so naughty at the same time.

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I was at a Library "date" with my man and we normally do this thing where he controls my vibrating plug while we sit around and study. I also wore my cage (because why not) and after a while of snuggling we decided to go to this place to fuck. He did a number on my guts and this time I wore a little plus accessory, that was a temporary tattoo I got on Amazon. I applied it to my left butt cheek and he was amused seeing this there. I wore the "no pullouts allowed" one this time and I'm glad he followed my instructions.

Then came the post sex, we cuddled and took a shower and while changing I decided to remove my cage but I literally couldn't find my key. I forgot where I put it and I ran thought my bag and purse but it wasn't there. I kinda got worried but assumed I might have forgotten it at my place. But before going we both looked throughly and I was scared I had forgotten in the library. We went to my place and again looked everywhere but I couldn't find it. And worst part is that I only have 1 key for this cage. I started getting worried, like crazy.

We looked everywhere but nada. He suggested we wait for the next day (today) and get a pair of cheap cutters to remove the cage (as it was plastic) and with no other options found, I agreed. I was kinda sad of losing this cage as I kinda liked it. It was really cute. He asked me if I were ok with spending the night caged and I assured him I could take it. So we went back to this place, me kinda accepting my situation and having nothing to do, I prepped myself and we fucked again.

Then came the funniest thing. I woke up the next morning and I went to his bathroom to brush my teeth and low and behold, I see my key on his toothbrush stand, on the small side he stores his shaving cream etc. I then remembered I went to the shower last afternoon with it to unlock my cage but didn't and totally forgot about it. I feel stupid.

I got out to wake him and show him my find and we had such a laugh about it in the morning.

So yeah, accidentally perma-chastity myself, and something similar happened to me before lol. I should be more careful about things, mainly after sex. Things happen when you expect them the least.

So I can sissygasm and tey achieving it when having sex. The coolest part about sissygasms is that there exist basically no post nut clarity to them but you get the orgasm afterglow after having one.

Yesterday evening I was at my man's place and well we started on the couch and I was doggy on his bed. He was going REALLLLYYYY hard on me too which got me close to cumming and I did. Best part, he didn't even stop fucking me, even when I was cumming and this was mindfucking. All he did was that he placed his hands on my clitty and scooped some of my cum and licked it (that was hot) while continuing to fuck me.

I've been fucked after I came and the feeling never gets old. One reason to seriously get into cumming from anal.

Also, I placed a towel on the bed before he started fucking me on the bed, glad the sheets were saved.

I recently got a pair of silicone tits (wearable ones) and I got to test run them today (after a whole day of fucking like crazy) and they are just amazing.

They took a while to get used to but I felt like a literal woman wearing them, and seeing myself with big tits just made me so horny. My man also was supposed to see me like this and didn't lose time to get playing with them.

It's honestly a nice thing to buy and I don't regret the purchase. It can be really helpful for body image etc, and get a feel on how tits would feel.

Highly recommend the buy.

My silicone tits arrived lol. I got a really nice deal from a guy who cosplays and he wasn't using his D cups anymore and was selling them. It was in AMAZING condition and the silicone looked well cared of and no tears. So I immediately sent him the money and he posted it. It took a while to arrive but today I get a message that there a package for me. The box was huge and heavy, so you know it's going to be good. Just in time for my summer holidays (last exam was today 😭😭😭).

I tried them on and my skin tone is kinda off. It's not a lot, but noticable if you look close. I believe some foundation would easily fix this one. Tried it, felt heavy and those milkers lmao, I absolutely love seeing me like this.

You gotta guess no bra was fitting, just a skimpy bikini/lingerie one was barely covering all of the nipples. Let's not talk about shirts that because crop tops. My hormone tits are coming in, but this one is just wow.

One con would probably be the massive weigh they are and riding wearing them would take some skills but I do have a full day practice session tomorrow and we'll see how I fuck wearing it.

Also yeah, my man knows nothing about it, so it's a surprise, but there's no way I won't tit fuck him with those honkers. Also I ordered a silicone care package, gotta make this last lol.

We did it in public again today, where we went out to McDonald's while I was plugged. He didn't stopped messing with the vibrations and he made me cum when we got off the bus. There literally were people on the bus stop and they surely saw me leaning against the side panel of the bus stop and saw my face get red. I told him not to go hard on me when people were around but I gotta say, it kinda felt exciting cumming in public like this.

I had a pretty satisfying orgasm because I literally got goosebumps from it. We got to his room and he pinned me on his table (which was conveniently cleaned and not full of junk as it always is) and started fucking me. Conveniently also there was a bottle of lube on the table, but I'm choosing to believe it's just a coincidence.

I highly recommend the Hush from lovense. That thing is just amazing and so powerful. It's pretty new because I got it like this week itself, but everytime I wore it, I sissygasmed to quickly.

My man got me a new hush vibe and we decided to go public with it. I tried it before we go out and I was intense but damn, I wasn't prepared.

We were in the library at the back and I was already slowly buzzing inside me and when we sat down, he started going more intensely.

For reference I was caged since the previous day and kinda horny. He kept caressing my thighs while making things stronger and I wasn't able to even think straight or hold some of my moans lol. 7-8 mins later I felt my first wave coming and was close to climax. I started cumming in my panties and Jesus I was leaking. I mean, I knew I was going to cum so I put a panty liner before going out just for precaution. That first orgasm definitely felt nice and he switched the damn thing off for a while until I got my senses back.

He kissed me on my forehead and continue caressing my thighs and placed his hands in my panties and his when he pulled them out, his fingers were shiny with my cum. He then licked them in a very hot way and I just melted.

I actually lifted my skirt and pulled my panties and indeed, that thing was drenched. But then that fucker started it again and made it go for a buzzing vibration and it just kept climbing. I instantly for horny again and I told him we should leave the library. But he didn't switch it completely off when we were talking back. It was still buzzing slowly inside me and when we got outside he started the stronger vibrations again and it got me on edge again.

Let me tell you, waking with a vibrator just makes things more intense and when we reached the stairs to go to my room, it was just plain interesting. That thing hit my spot and I started cumming on the stairs itself. We both started laughing and he just called me a slut for how I was behaving. The slut recovered pretty quick, went to her room with him and told him if he doesn't fuck me right now, a dildo is going to replace him and he'll be left out.

He ended up cumming twice also inside me. Sad I didn't sissygasm again on his dick, but two times in such a short while was kinda awesome tbh. And yes, those panties are completely ruined because my cum stained them pretty badly.

Get a remote control vibrator.